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@TuziFrosch thanks, I'll somewhat try to feel better

@TuziFrosch sorry, that was a bit sloppy

Everything I'm trying to say is that I want to cease my existence, my enrollment felt more like a 30-day trial. It felt exhilarating while it lasted whilst trying to fight fate itself. Throughout the tense fight, I wanted to selfishly get my revenge on those who wronged me. Horrid memories kept repeating themselves over and over again. But, now I known that revenge is stupid and that I virtually have no way of getting out of this mess. If you grant power to the abused those responsible for their traumas will be no better.

@TuziFrosch I get your point but...

Not trying to be edgy or anything, but death is just traveling back to your original form. Nothing. The only thing that kept me sober in life is religion. Even if there's truly no heaven, a place where you have no anxieties, no problems, no troubles, that's enough to call heaven.

@TuziFrosch are you afraid of death?

@TuziFrosch Oh, what perfect timing. Earlier in the morning, I was experiencing a breakdown. That's over now, I'm gonna use you as emotional baggage if you don't mind.

@TuziFrosch I Publicbathroom need to have a private discussion with you at some point of the day