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hi it’s theo!!! :+)

I. Miss. You. Bitch.

Heyyy

How’s Life—
          

Where is angelica??

My mind is royally screwed up
          
          I just slammed my fingers in the door for no reason?
          
          I don't even know it just kinda happened
          
          
          I was doing fine all day then my mood went from decent down to "I swear to everything you hold dear I will slot your throat if you touch me." 
          
          
          And basically
          
          My response to that is pain
          
          But I have stopped cutting, for the most part, and threw out all of those.. things.
          
          So tomorrow I'm just gonna take my door off or something--
          
          
          
          
          Well that's all I have to say. Sorry for the announcement. Just needed to vent ig. 

Last update of the night
          
          I dropped a candle
          
          And I burned my ankle
          
          gOoD NiGhT
          

Update: I have walked to the store and got my candles and am now heading home. It is currently 2:55 and I think I might kill someone if they touch my candles so I'll be on watch. I sound like a lunatic okay well good night.

2:42am
          
          And I still don't have any cAnDLeS
          
          

*Claps and rubs hands together*
          
          *Violently scribbles on scratch paper*
          
          I'm not okay! 
          
          If I had to say that
          
          Haven't slept in what, 78 hours now? 
          
          Haven't had a decent meal in over 23 hours
          
          I spent maybe 3 hours attempting to do my homework but ended up chugging coffee, laying on my desk, blasting music, crying, shivering, hyperventilating, and almost passing out on the spot
          
          My family came over and that was alright I guess
          
          They left though and I locked myself in my room for the rest of the day
          
          Still crying actually
          
          I mean I only get to see my siblings maybe twice a month, and when I do it's for a day at a time
          
          I had to have Arya (@AngelicaTheSchuyler) tell me to eat because I was so caught up with homework I hadn't eaten since 3am the day before
          
          
          
          So today has just overall been a pretty fricking interesting day huh? I'm gonna either pass out doing homework or stay up even longer
          
          Love ya kiddos,
          
          ~Foster 
          
          *Slams head on desk*