Sportlover12345

Would you cry if I was gone. I mean how could you. You never see the real me. If you did. That's when you would cry. Because you just realized how such I hid from you. How good I was at hiding. Don't you dare cry if I'm gone. Because you f dnt know me so how could you.

Sportlover12345

Would you cry if I was gone. I mean how could you. You never see the real me. If you did. That's when you would cry. Because you just realized how such I hid from you. How good I was at hiding. Don't you dare cry if I'm gone. Because you f dnt know me so how could you.

Kaveh-x-Alhaitham

@allllllllllllll1234 I'd still cry, knowing I couldn't do anything to help you 
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Sportlover12345

........help pls i dont know what to do anymore. imscared to show the counselor my scars of me cutting because what if she tells my parents. what if she doesnt want to help the to far gone kid. the kid who is lost. not know if left is up and right is down. wouldnt it be better if i was just gone. so nobody could worry about me, so i wouldnt be a burden. yes i know the counselor is trying. but as i said i am pprobaly to far gone. icut almost every night. different places on my arm. i know i worry people right now, thats y it would be better if i was gone/ dead. im sorry to all who tried. i am probaly making u think i wasted ur time and that you wont have to have me weighing you down as a burden.

Sportlover12345

You arent a crap friend
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Sportlover12345

Ur not a deal friend. I am. Also watt pad has been pretty glitchy.
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Rocketcat100

@allllllllllllll1234 Aubrey, you’re not a burden. Not at all. I’m sorry I didn’t see this sooner. It never came up on my notifs. I’m sorry. You are NOT a burden. You deserve to live. I’m a crap friend. I’m sorry for not noticing your struggle. I’m sorry you had to spell it out. I’m sorry I’m never there. Don’t do this Aubrey.
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Sportlover12345

listenif u ar @Rocketcat100 or @Silver_tripping27 or @bigbot514, calm down im not commiting im just getting some things of of my chest, i guess u could say that. there are so many signals i try and give, no one ever see, hears, or notices, but in m mind imscreaming help, screaming i dont know what to do anymore, screaming im lost, screaming pls notice. but day after day nobody notices, nobody seems to care that there watching someone drown, scream, wilt. and the more nobody sees the worse these emotions get and that= harder to hide. i hide myself in books video games sports and movies. no one seems to notice the stutter or the sometimes the pause of me thinking to lie or to tell the truth. or sometimes nobody notices how quick of a answer i give not want =ing to worry them. i see everyone having a good time, and i want to join but there above the water were as im still sinking in this bottomless lake/ocean

Sportlover12345

and read the first sentance SILVER
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Kaveh-x-Alhaitham

@allllllllllllll1234 
            when you're in a lake, hon, you just gotta learn to swim.
            
            Are you referring to irl or just here on wp?
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