listenif u ar @Rocketcat100 or @Silver_tripping27 or @bigbot514, calm down im not commiting im just getting some things of of my chest, i guess u could say that. there are so many signals i try and give, no one ever see, hears, or notices, but in m mind imscreaming help, screaming i dont know what to do anymore, screaming im lost, screaming pls notice. but day after day nobody notices, nobody seems to care that there watching someone drown, scream, wilt. and the more nobody sees the worse these emotions get and that= harder to hide. i hide myself in books video games sports and movies. no one seems to notice the stutter or the sometimes the pause of me thinking to lie or to tell the truth. or sometimes nobody notices how quick of a answer i give not want =ing to worry them. i see everyone having a good time, and i want to join but there above the water were as im still sinking in this bottomless lake/ocean