I usually don't write anything on my page but I felt like this was the only way to release the emotions that I'm feel. On December 18 my favorite group Shinee lost one of it member Jonghyun due to depression. He was my basis and I couldn't believe that he's gone. He had a beautiful voice and a beautiful warm smile that could make my day. I couldn't stop crying thinking how much pain he must had been in to end it. He's music helped me and I'm pretty sure it helped a lot of people out their. It's just sad that we as fans couldn't see he's pain behind that cheerful personality. You will be missed and we Love you!. You Did Well, Jonghyun.