Guys… yesterday I saw Joshua Basset. I can’t even begin to explain what I’m feeling but I’ll try because watty is like my diary.
My sis and I waited 10 hours in front of the Live Music Hall and even if I’m sunburned, it was so worth it. We were in the front left in the second row he was literally two meters from us.
Guess what ? HE FVCKING TOUCHED MY HAND AND LOOKED AT ME WHILE I WAS CRYING LIKE A BABY. I sound like a fangirl but it’s okay lmao. You can’t understand how much he changed my life. He saved me from bad days. He’s such a pure soul and an amazing human.
I hope I’ll be able to see him again cuz now the post concert depression is intense. Plus I have derealization so I’m struggling to understand it was real and really happened ( for me it’s in my head and I’m dreaming.) This morning when I woke up I had to check on my phone if the photos/videos where actually there cuz I was scared it was only a dream
So just to finish this, I’m so happy and sad at the same time. But Joshua feels like home ❤️