Hello, it's quite unfortunate that you feel this way about your fics... You're a very gifted writer and "Madness" had been one of my most cherished fics that I have ever read. However, despite it, I'm grateful that you had chosen to share it at some point, and that I had been there to read it. You inspired me, and helped push me to take up writing fics as well.
While I lament the loss of the book, I understand your decision and it really was your choice on the matter. I only hope that you keep writing because you truly have gift!
Thank you for the memories. I will forevermore hold "Madness" as one of my dears<3