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Omg I wrote 11 pages in my dairy today.How long has it been since I wrote so much?

I actually have a nice fluffy story idea.I feel like writing but I can get distracted now Since it was hard for me to get out of depression and get back on track again, Restart.But maybe I will write that some day

I eventually didn't read any "Heavenly official's blessings" fanfic.Because I stumbled upon Mo Dao Zu Shi and now I can't get out.Bro it's effect it so powerful.I have never been obsessed with anything for this long after BTS .Now my Instagram and You tube feed is filled with WangXian videos.I can't count how many MDZS ff I read in such a few days ..I first watched the donghua the read the Manhua ,then watched The Untamed currently reading the original novel.I can't get enough of the Wangxian love dynamic...I absolutely adore Wei Wuxian since he is so similar to my personality and I see my happy self in him..And his pain just pains me too..and I have been in situation before when everyone misunderstood me and felt alone..Only difference was I didn't have a lan zhan to bring me out of my misery..I had to do it myself.That's another reason I want a Lan Wangji by my side..But I am not as lucky as Wei Ying..But it's all in past now..I ain't misunderstood or hated anymore..But my current situation is no better..Now I can relate to Jiang Cheng..Yes ....Just like he is burden after knowing the truth and just how he feels helpless and lonely,I feel the same..His himself tried letting go of everyone cause he thinks he isn't worth it and he will bring misery to everyone with his behavior.And he feels undeserving of love..I feel the same now..So these days I am obsessed with XiCheng and ff..

I can't even think of an imaginary character for my lonely nights.

Why t fuck am I reading Omegverse ff now..I use to hate those.people Changes

My new obsession "Heavenly official's blessing". I am so into it.. I'm gonna read some fan fic of this..But not today.Today has been a mentally existing day.I was under stress a little..But I am glad nothing bad happened like I feared..Gotta go and sleep like a log.

I want to be the reason you look down at your phone and smile. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Then you run into a pole ❀˖°❀˖°❀˖°❀˖°❀˖°❀˖°*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
          I know I am cool (/∇＼*)…

I'm gonna go back to my disciplined life from tomorrow.I've had enough of chilling.. It's time to buckle up and study.Gonna Aim for 85% this year.Plus Ultra.

This controversy of yoongi and those people demanding yoongi should leave is pissing me off..BTS is 7..why don't you get it you mfs.

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