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Yesterday was such a drama.. the stunt I pulled on my Wattpad… wow. 
          
          Do I regret it? 
          Maybe a little. Or maybe not. 
          I honestly don’t know.
          
          Anygays, I ended up posting more than 20-25 stories on my Instagram. I shared a lot of screenshots showing how that girl was talking here and there. And nope, I don’t regret posting them. Never.
          
          When I woke up in the morning, I didn't want to do anything at all. Honestly, one or two hours is more than enough for me to calm down..that's just how I am. I slept, woke up, and I felt okay. I really didn’t plan to post anything.
          
          But then I went back and read the chats. Yesterday, I was so angry that everything felt blurred..I didn't even know what she was saying or what I was replying. So I wanted to see what we actually talked about. And when I read everything calmly, I realized what kind of person she truly is. I’m telling you, she’s the worst kind of person someone could ever have in their life. I honestly hope no one ever gets a friend like her.
          
          That's when I decided to post. I started spamming my Instagram stories, explaining everything. I still have more screenshots, but I'm completely exhausted, so I stopped halfway and ended it there. Drama closed.
          
          If you want to see it, you can check my IG story...
          Trust me it's worth it. And if any writers are reading this, feel free to take notes. You'll get a full lesson on how to manipulate people, act innocent, and distract others like a pro. Jeez 
          
          [Is anyone reading WRITTEN FOR TOMORROW right now? I checked the story and noticed a few past-tense/present-tense mistakes, so I want to fix them. I might unpublish it and republish it again on Sunday. I swear. What do you say???
          I'll publish the new chapter on Tuesday, maybe.]

Hii sree, I'm Fiya Rehbar as usual taekook author like you, I read your and it's really good I hope you get all the love and credit your book deserves... I'm not here to ask you about the update because i know writing needs time but I'm here to ask you how's your insomnia journey going Because rn I'm facing the same situation, and i really need to know how u Dealing with it bcz nothing is working for me... I'm tired and done. 

It's 3 a.m., and I still can't sleep. 
          Insomnia has been draining me, and my mind feels heavy. I don't  know if it's anxiety or something deeper, but lately, I don’t feel like myself.
          
          sry about earlier. I've never did something like that before, so when I suddenly came here and started ranting, I might have disturbed some people. 
          
          Now I feel like I acted childish. Talking about some random person like that makes me feel embarrassed and immature.

She blocked me too.

I for a second thought she deleted her account, that cunning hoe will never do that i know, she keep blocking your readers sree, as you said she's dumb not smart, i hope you'll get some good sleep today, please don't stress it out sree, i really care for you, try to sleep, try to sleep for more than 3 hours and check your dm in the morning. 

That bitch blocked me, i mean everyone, she's gonna block all your 700 plus followers lol, it's so funny author nim.

Her ID - @TaeKooknician
          https://www.wattpad.com/user/TaeKooknician?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_profile&wp_page=user_details&wp_uname=SreeWhisper_VK
          
          For a second, I changed my mind. I don't want to expose the girl because I went back and read our old chats. I used to talk to her so sweetly and I was very caring. I felt emotional seeing how I treated her, and I melted thinking about it. So after reading those chats, I didn't want to expose her.
          
          I just want to give her a chance, I went and talked to her. I asked her y she did that. She is still denying everything and lying again and again.
          
          I told her I have all the screenshots and she Said it's just a misunderstanding i never talked about u , never NEVER .. oh wow
          
          An hour ago, she suddenly came and texted me after seeing my watt noti. After months, she started talking to me very sweetly, acting like she likes me and wants things to go back (wow nice) to how we were. If she didn't do anything wrong, why is she acting like this???
          
          Coz of all this, I wanted to expose her. I even felt conflicted before, but after talking to her now, I feel like I am going to do it.
          
          Now she's playing victim by blaming my readers and frnds..  like... girl what did this random people do to u. Omg.
          
          
          
          
          
          

Guys,
          In the beginning, I didn’t want to expose who she is. Even though all this sh!t happened, I genuinely feel pity for that girl. I just let it be. After some time, I calmed myself down and went back to doing my work.
          
          But she literally pulled a stunt a few minutes ago, and now I'm telling you, 
          I couldn't control my rage. 
          Now I don’t want to control my anger anymore. 
          
          I want to expose her. 
          
          Can I mention her ID????
          
          I don’t know what you guys will do...will you report her or go talk to her? I don’t know...

I learned something important as a writer today 
          Not everyone who smiles at u is rooting for u. Some people prefer whispering over growth.
          
          I want to say tis very clearly.. I'm 200% sure I never went to comment sections asking people to read my story, n i never DM'd anyone telling them to read it. The promotion I did was only on Wattpad. I went to people's message boards, shared my link, and asked them to read my story.
          
          I don't know how to edit videos. Even now, I don't. Still, I tried my best and posted reels. That is how some people found my story. Some kind readers, even though I was a new author with a new story, took time to read it. That is how my story slowly reached people. NOT A SINGLE PERSON HELPED ME PROMOTE MY STORY.  NOOOOOOO.
          
          Not even my friends, they never once recommended my story to others, and I am very sure about that. And that is completely okay.
          
          Later, I got one friend who helped me by making edits for my story. Coz of her, I gained many readers and followers, and I will be forever grateful to her for that.
          
          But what I cannot accept is A THIRD PERSON COMING AND CLAIMING THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENED COZ OF HER.
          
          If this makes me sound selfish or rude, so be it.
          
          But I will not give away credit for my own hard work. 
          I promoted my story. 
          I did the work. 
          I struggled alone. 
          I cried alone.
          I was the one who kept going. 
          
          What hurts the most is that some piece of sh!t called herself my frnd n went around telling people she recommended my story to editor and tht I got readers and views coz of her. That’'s complete bullsh!t. That claim erases my effort, my time, and every struggle I bled for. How the hell does a random person take credit for my journey???
          
          I started my journey after her, and she still couldn’t gain anything. She couldn’t take feedback, couldn’t fix her own shit, so that jealous bitxhhh chose the easiest option...
          pulling me down. Nice.
          

Hello.. hope u all r doing good n happy.
          
          Happy 13th anniversary to BTS ❤️
          
          (Sorry for sending such a long paragraph. I know it's probably boring to read, but I really can't stop myself)
          
          It's been almost 4 months since I last touched this draft. When I went back to read it, I liked the scenes, but I felt disconnected from my own writing. I kept feeling like I could add more, fix more, make it deeperrrrr...
          
          Since then, I've been stuck editing again n again..  adding, changing, reworking -  Coz I don't want to force an update just coz time passed. I want to go back inside the story n feel the characters the way I used to, and right now that's taking time.
          
          I don't want to go deep into personal things, but I want to be honest. Insomnia has been affecting me a lot lately. I can't sleep more than 3 hours, no matter how much I try, n when your body doesn't rest, everything starts to feel heavy.
          
          I've been feeling low, unfocused, and emotionally unstable these days, and sometimes I don't even know how to explain it properly. Life hasn't been easy n honestly, life does suck a lot sometimes Lmfaoooo...
          
          Sorry for not replying to DMs lately 
          I wasn't ignoring you. 
          And omg IG glitches have been so irritating lately lol. 
          
          Take care bruh.