MILO ESTRELLA

gonna crash out my phone won't turn on and now im on compuatr

Hey everyone, some of you guys may have noticed that I've been taking a long time to write, I just wanted to be clear I'm still working on stories, I just get writer block and then I have school (8th grade) and also I'm getting out of a friend group and other random drama, I'm probably gonna write about it soon so yea, I've been side tracked a lot recently and I dunno what I'm doing I'm just one person. I'm not quitting, I'm just trying to survive 8th grade lmao. 

CHAP 119 MAKES ME GO CRAZY

Fyodor got his son back????

Bruh wtf wattpad asked about my mental health  I'm completely crazy! I live with rats!!! 

I wanna bast my head open istg this school makes me feel like committing sigma, like bro I am one fucking minute away from putting my hands on the teacher LIKE I WANT THE FUCKING SCHOOL TO BURN DOWN ALREADY AND WE AREN'T EVEN TWO MONTHS IN YET LIKE BRO I WANT TO OFF MYSELF, ALL MY CLASSES ARE CONFUSING AND I CAN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING I JUST CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE

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          (I need mental help) 

I'm gonna commit sigma istg, LIKE BRO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I DON'T FEEL LIKE MYSELF ANYMORE 

I'm gonna take a break from writing me and him for a bit, school is coming up but I'll get to it soon, just need some time
          
          Remember take care! 

Today I found out my friend of 3 years is dating my ex Carlos, I don't actually know how to feel about this, I feel a mixture of things, uncomfortable, upset, betrayed. 
          
          I don't know what to do about it, she is my friend and I don't wanna make a big deal outa it, but it really makes me uncomfortable to know that my friend is dating someone who said things that made me uncomfortable, and also still does. 
          
          So I'm just in the middle right now, it's her choice and not mine, I don't wanna do anything to hurt her.