This is a note to my friends:
I'm so sorry that you always have to deal with me, I'm sorry I'm an attention seeker, I'm sorry I don't know how to comfort, I'm sorry for my personality, I'm sorry I always have an attitude, and I'm so so sorry for ever meeting you, I'm so sorry, I understand perfectly well you are busy and probably won't read this, I'm so tired of myself and I'm just so sorry, I'm so close to snapping and I can't act like this forever so I'm sorry in advance for when I snap and scream at you, I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry I'm about to ruin everything. And I'm even more sorry that im venting when everyone has their own problems. Please DO NOT respond or bring this up, i don't deserve to be forgiven.