StAl2LiGhT

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PSA on no updates @ saying I was working on it: Around that time I started having severe jaw pain that would ebb & flow periodically. This pain would be mind numbing & wear me out for days afterwards. Then the nerve pain started & I’ve never felt pain like this before in my life. I was hitting a consistent 8-9 on the pain scale during these flare ups with a few silent screaming 10’s thrown in for shits & giggles. So my wisdom teeth on my right side are impacted. I spent most of December panicking about financing it because to be honest, if I couldn’t resolve it I worried about my ability to ‘survive’ it if you catch my drift. It was that bad. Then I managed to get a loan through my bank & find a doctor, all the while having two weeks of blissful pain free time & I got cocky. I forget bad stuff easily in my defense. When the pain went, I thought, ‘Sure I’ll be fine waiting four weeks. That’ll give me time to work my butt off & prepare for being out for two weeks. (my case is going to be a little more extreme than typical because of course it fucking is)’ only two days after the nerve pain has returned with a vengeance. There’s not writing happening because I can’t think. My usual method of plugging in my earphones & daydreaming to book specific playlists, isn’t an option, because the nerve pissed off is on the joint of my jawbone & likes to pick which of the 3 nerve lines in my face it wants to blast but still always sticking to its good ole favorite no matter which of those it chooses - my fucking ear canal. So every sound hurts. I can barely even read except in small moments of relief I get in between &  honestly it’s reached the point where I’d rather hurry & eat before I can’t anymore than read something I may manage a chapter in before the pain returns. I. Can’t. Even. Chew! It makes the nerve pissed. So yeah. Still alive. Kind of wishing I wasn’t. That is all.

kinkyy-k

oh no, i’m so sorry you’re dealing with intense pain. i’m not a dentist or anyone that deals with mouth or face pain, but i hope that the pain goes away soon. take your time to heal and feel better ❤️‍ wisdom teeths are no joke
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QueenGiGi_love

That’s terrible!!! Get well soon ❤️
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Who_amm_ii

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StAl2LiGhT

this message may be offensive 
PSA on no updates @ saying I was working on it: Around that time I started having severe jaw pain that would ebb & flow periodically. This pain would be mind numbing & wear me out for days afterwards. Then the nerve pain started & I’ve never felt pain like this before in my life. I was hitting a consistent 8-9 on the pain scale during these flare ups with a few silent screaming 10’s thrown in for shits & giggles. So my wisdom teeth on my right side are impacted. I spent most of December panicking about financing it because to be honest, if I couldn’t resolve it I worried about my ability to ‘survive’ it if you catch my drift. It was that bad. Then I managed to get a loan through my bank & find a doctor, all the while having two weeks of blissful pain free time & I got cocky. I forget bad stuff easily in my defense. When the pain went, I thought, ‘Sure I’ll be fine waiting four weeks. That’ll give me time to work my butt off & prepare for being out for two weeks. (my case is going to be a little more extreme than typical because of course it fucking is)’ only two days after the nerve pain has returned with a vengeance. There’s not writing happening because I can’t think. My usual method of plugging in my earphones & daydreaming to book specific playlists, isn’t an option, because the nerve pissed off is on the joint of my jawbone & likes to pick which of the 3 nerve lines in my face it wants to blast but still always sticking to its good ole favorite no matter which of those it chooses - my fucking ear canal. So every sound hurts. I can barely even read except in small moments of relief I get in between &  honestly it’s reached the point where I’d rather hurry & eat before I can’t anymore than read something I may manage a chapter in before the pain returns. I. Can’t. Even. Chew! It makes the nerve pissed. So yeah. Still alive. Kind of wishing I wasn’t. That is all.

kinkyy-k

oh no, i’m so sorry you’re dealing with intense pain. i’m not a dentist or anyone that deals with mouth or face pain, but i hope that the pain goes away soon. take your time to heal and feel better ❤️‍ wisdom teeths are no joke
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QueenGiGi_love

That’s terrible!!! Get well soon ❤️
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Who_amm_ii

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xgraveyardbabyxx

Hi I was wondering if something happened to your book DollHouse I can't find it anymore?

ola100

I literally came to ask the same question. I’m literally obsessed with that book. I’ve reread it a ton and check periodically for updates. I thought I was going crazy when I didn’t see it. I even considered that I had the wrong author, and I was thinking I remember the author that wrote it had a bunch of other books and you only have 3 up rn so I really started second guessing myself. I went through my whole following list TWICE before ending up back here. So please, take my attendance. Put me down 50 times. I want this book back
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xgraveyardbabyxx

@xgraveyardbabyxx that's alright I understand I was just wondering I hope you and your family are alright and doing better your a great writer and I enjoy your books very much publishing on kindle would be amazing for you to do your books are always awesome
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StAl2LiGhT

Sorry it took me so long to respond to you. I rarely get on Wattpad anymore unless it’s to publish. I took them all down. Last year I did an experiment with Game Sync Life. I took it down and not one person has noticed. I did the same with every single book except Wanderer and Atlantis, because I still plan to work on those, and you’re the only person who’s noticed they’ve come down. I don’t want to stress myself out to get chapters out when my readers have all but vanished. Part of that’s on me. A lot has happened to me since 2020, none of it I could help, but the result is that a lot of people gave up on my stories while I was grieving or taking care of family. It is what it is. But I want to focus on projects that I can actually publish and these fan fictions were always in the background haunting my progress. I felt so guilty and stressed about not publishing on Wattpad that I couldn’t write the book I want to publish on kindle. That’s what led to the experiment. If I take it down and there’s little to no response, then that means it’s time for me to let it go and move on.
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StAl2LiGhT

https://www.wattpad.com/1445563544?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=StAl2LiGhT
          
          
          Sorry. Been hellacious in my life.

StAl2LiGhT

@TianaMckean haha I appreciate it darling. Can’t wait to hear all your thoughts as you go. Promise I’ll be working on the Russia outline this month so I can get started on it.
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TianaMckean

@StAl2LiGhT  Its Totally fine Life can be Chaotic :) But Yaayyy!! Time to Re-Read the whole Book and make shure I Starred it.
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babocakes

Hi I was wondering what happened to the original "Wanderer". It was my absolute favorite that I reread multiple times, then one day I went to reread and it's not there anymore. That book was hilarious and after reading I told my husband i wanted a mellow yellow vw bug to call Ralph, still do lol!

StAl2LiGhT

Think it’s super cute you wanted to get a bug and name it Raulph though! Idk if I ever told you guys this but that was my first car when I was 18. A cute little ‘08 mellow yellow VW convertible that I named Raulph. I cussed like fickle bastard multiple times a day lol
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StAl2LiGhT

As I started announcing my personal life with my online life, I was too embarrassed by the quality of the book to leave it up lol Sorry! It was just so amateur to me and my writing has grown so much since then. On top of that I’m trying my damnedest to publish my Chiroptera series (if life could chill on me for five seconds) and I’m moving towards more professional writing. Lullaby is another one I’ve considered honestly. That one is worse than Wanderer 1.0 to me.
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UghZaddy

Hi! My favorite Author! 
          I'm here again, I remember your Lullaby book after so many years and I literally search it again. That was my favorite book I used to like reread it so many times when I'm sad and I just forgot it when I thriving my career as an adult. Lately I've been so stressed and it just came to my mind your Lullaby story so that's why I'm here. 
          It's just so sad that it was discontinued and I hope your okay, life is really hard to us sometimes. Even myself I feel like I'm on a forever loop of problem n my life. I'm super introvert like I prefer to be alone so that's why I don't have friends and this wattpad stories is my reality scape. 
          
          Whatever going on to your life, don't ls hope and faith.

StAl2LiGhT

Thank you so much  I love hearing how my books have made a positive impact on others. Escapism is my life blood so I get it. Life is a twat as I’m sure you’re aware. I’ve been trying to publish for 3 years now but it’s been one thing after another and I’ve just shut down multiple times for it. I hope your life improves too. Istg no one mentioned it’d be this hard when I was a kid.
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marthaclanton

I’m so sorry to hear how much you are going through. You are in my prayers.

StAl2LiGhT

And I appreciate it ❤️
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StAl2LiGhT

Alabama
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marthaclanton

Where are you located?
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StAl2LiGhT

My mom’s health is getting scary bad guys. We just got the news that her hip bone has gone soft from the infection and they’re going to have to remove it, making her wheelchair bound for a year. I now have to somehow figure out how to increase my income by $900-$1500 in the next few months or we’ll be homeless. Being homeless with someone wheelchair blind is a terrifying thought honestly. I live in a constant state of anxiety or depression and on really bad nights, both. As of right now everything is on hiatus. I have to prioritize my mom’s recovery and on keeping us from being on the streets. I’m so sorry but there’s nothing I can do about it honestly. Who knew a hip replacement would turn out to be this much of a nightmare?

TianaMckean

@StAl2LiGhT  I wish you all the best and I hope it all works out. Life comes first and we can wait.
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CoastalMyst

@StAl2LiGhT  o.o that is no easy task. We can all wait and will be here to listen if you need. Ignore the haters from the sounds of it you are doing amazing things even if it doesn't seem like it.
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Shona_of_Rivendell

Offering prayers and as much warmth as a stranger can.  I’m so sorry you and your mom are going through this.
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KashHodge

Hi I was just wondering Is lullaby discontinued?

KashHodge

Aww well I hope you do I think it’s a really good story just like all the stories you do I’d like to see how it ends☺️
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StAl2LiGhT

Yes it is. If I do anything else with that story it’ll be to revamp it and convert it into an original for publication.
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StAl2LiGhT

Wanderer 2.0’s final chapter to book 1 is almost complete. I’ll try to have it up by this weekend. Just a reminder this is simply the final chapter to book 1. The next book is called When in Russia and I’ll try working on its outline ASAP so we can start that book as well.

Fishykat

@StAl2LiGhT ❤️❤️
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LiseSmit9

@StAl2LiGhT thank you
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QueenGiGi_love

Yay! I can’t wait to read it ❤️❤️❤️
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