@StabbeyRoad_358
Oh my god today I got to see one of my best friends who I haven’t seen in almost a month
He hugged me so many times
He let me be clingy
And he platonically kissed me
And oh my god
I really needed that
…righhtttt hehe
Oh my god I miss them so bad I miss them so so bad I miss how they hugged me and they gave the best hugs and I miss how they would call me kiddo and honey and hun and I miss seeing them and hearing them laugh and texting them will just make them hate me I texted them 10 days ago but oh my god I miss them so so so fucking bad
What the fuck
Everyone, EVERYONE is like “trust your parents! If you tell them you’re struggling they’ll help.” And what the FUCK?? WHY THE HELL HAVE I GOTTEN SO GOOD AT HIDING SHIT. BECAUSE OF THEM.
im so tired
Earlier today I needed a five minute break, I spent all day around people and DIDNT THINK THAT WAS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR
I GUESS I FUCKING THOUGHT WRONG
My whole family practically ganged up on me and then got a bit pissed when I got annoyed and overwhelmed??
AND WHAT THE FUCK?
LATER I WAS VENTING TO MY DAD ABOUT HOW THAT KINDA PISSED ME OFF. and he just got mad. He didn’t help. No comfort either just ANGER AND DEFENSIVENESS.
So there I’ve said it all
This is why I don’t tell them things. They just make it worse, make me worse. And I’m almost 20 days clean and I don’t know if I’m gonna keep that.
Im just so tired and done honestly
Fuck no one’s probably even going to read this I don’t know why im doing this.
And I swear to anything, if someone reports this right now, of all times…
@SloaneTravish thanks *hugs back*
@StabbeyRoad_358 *gives hug*
One of my best friends is out of town and one’s busy and one I can’t see anymore and one moved away and I need a hug but none are there because they can’t be
It’s not their fault
I bet they don’t miss me at all right now lol
That sucks
This sucks
I am back :)
@StabbeyRoad_358 GOOD U?
Going out of town again, be back in like a week and a half
@StabbeyRoad_358 have fun! Be safe!
Come back safe
Hey so for anyone who likes the game strands I made my own but it’s roller derby themed >:3
https://strandsgame.net/game/?id=1261
I want a hug.
I want a big hug.
I don’t know why.
It’s stupid.
I just want a hug.
I like hugs.
Hugs are nice.
They feel safe.
And warm.
And comfortable.
I just want a hug.
Im back, but my parents might have found my wattpad accout.
Im a completely different person on here.
On a semi-related note, sloane tavish is my comfort character
@SloaneTravish lol yea sloaneeeee
@SilverBirch idk like delete all the stories and my reading list and my bio and my internet history and log out
@StabbeyRoad_358 images your comfort character? thanks
Hey so im going camping im gonna be dead for a week bye gang
@n0t_t00_hum4n thx :)
@Mistydragons6 thx :)
@StabbeyRoad_358 byeee have fun!!!
Oh my god
The finale
It’s all over
Spoilers:
The whales. There were 3 abstracted whales together.
And the bus stop
And the part that hit me the hardest was probably Jax’s ‘I don’t want to go…’
And I hated and loved it and I cried and just wow