Stagcry

seasonal affective disorder is really beating me with a hammer rn. man i hate autumn/winter with a burning passion.

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i’m /so/ tired, but i really wanted to get chapter 7 of BOK out as it’s been sitting in my drafts, almost finished for like a month atp. so if there’s any mistakes. uhm. no there isn’t! you didn’t see anything!
          
          i’ll reply to any roleplays tomorrow - i’ve just been really busy again since college started (and i can’t wait for it to get worse as the year goes on, haaaaadkdksk ;-; )

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also my car practically died and my shower broke so that’s been fun to deal with too! yippee!
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might make a warrior cats name generator because college is starting again in like 3 days and i’m gonna need something i can do to procrastinate doing my assignments lmao

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i’m so glad my friend asked me to send her my notes while she’s on holiday because it means i need to rewrite them to make them legible (aka it gives me something to use as an excuse to procrastinate lmao)
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gave the BOK prologue a slight rewrite, and also edited some old chapters where it turns out i’d called a cat by the wrong name. the prologue is essentially the same, but just expanded a little :)

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i’ve also updated the description & i’m working on a new cover. just trying to redo things that were originally rushed when i first published. no idea if the new cover is gonna stick or not, but we’ll see !
            
            alsooo, i thought it would be fun to give the chapters titles - so i did that. because why not
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temporarily unpublished BOK chapter six as i want to rework some of the dialogue at the end of the chapter. feels too clunky atm, idk. sorry if the notification for it being published was still pushed & that left you confused.

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it has been republished! slightly better, not the best, but i’m happy with it (until in like a weeks time when i become super judgmental of my past writing and i contemplate rewriting everything for like the 500th time lmao)
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have you ever had a dream that, when you woke up from it, you genuinely couldn’t tell if it was real or not?
          
          last night, i had a dream that my grandad had passed away. he didn’t pass in the dream, but i was grieving him. and then i woke up and genuinely had to sit there in my bed for like a solid 10 minutes and try to remember if he’d actually passed away. it doesn’t help that he’s had quite a few health scares recently, too. some nasty falls, etc. he’s alive still and, after several minutes, i realised that he didn’t actually pass & it was just my dream making stuff up. but oh god did that grief feel so real and confusing. what a horrible time that was lol