Okay, as promised I tried to finish this chapter. I actually am finished rn but it doesn't feel right, it really isn't good written, it seems rushed and without emotions.
So I decided that I will take the next few days to proofread and correct so that I can upload a good chapter.
I really am sorry that y'all have to wait so long, writing kinda doesn't seem as easy anymore as it's was when I began writing this story.
Maybe it's because I'm getting better, maybe because I'm on antidepressants and sleeping pills now, so I'm tired all day and sleep early at night meaning I only have about 3 hours per day for myself since the rest of the day I'm in the clinic, and during the time for myself I'm usually updating my friends or spending it with my mom. And the time I can write I am just exhausted and cannot concentrate...
But I promise that I will publish the chapter within the next 7 days ㅠㅠ