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I wont be rping alot for now since i have part time job and i have to study more for school since school is near but ill have time to rp so dont worry and i can still vote tho.
          
          I HOPE YALL UNDERSTAND. THANK YOU~~~♡♡♡
          

Curses
          Blames
          Abuse
          Pain
          Tears
          (Im tired to hide my pain my tears with a smile and with a laugh because it hurt so much...trying to be fake,trying to be alright *BUT IM NOT* 
          
          No matter how i fight back,its no use...because in this world everyone will hate me and abuse me.

IM THINKING ABOUT SUICIDE since i have enough of my fake family,fake friends and strangers! They all hate me even strangers! I guess i am not welcomed to this world then ill just go die i mean everyone wants that anyways :) welp i guess i should tho or maybe not...

So right now...im stuck in my room crying because i accidentally burned my little sister skin in the arm and all of them keeps cursing me and saying it was all my fault and they even said im bad luck to our family. Now im blaming myself since i dont know what to do, plus my heart hurt so much and it feels like im dying in my own pain.
          
          I JUST HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!
          
          Im sorry if im saying this to yall...i just wanna share my feelings.

Hey guys! Well I have a favor to yall
          I will have an interview tomorrow and you should only speak english in that interview. Im really bad at speaking english and always have wrong grammars when i speak english, so can anybody help me?Its ok if you guys dont want to..