raerae

Do you ever have to draw a female version of a character because you can't draw men 
          
          Yeah so i was drawing a human sonic because i cant draw hedgehogs either (YES IM THAT DEEP IN THE RABBIT HOLE ☠️) and when my friend realised she literally went like "oh. anyways make her boobs bigger every female sonic has big boobs" WHAT THE FUCK??!?!?
          
          I ACTUALLY DONT KNOW WHATS CRAZIER THE FACT I KNOW SHES RIGHT OR THE FACT SHE SAID THAT 

i keep imagining a dream(NOT HAVING IT THO??) where i had a test for a class and i didnt know so i failed and im tied to a desk and getting bullied by numbers??? But for some reason i only imagine it as a math test.... like im pretty sure every time i get that thought its not always a math test. like the last two times it wasnt a math test and i got that thought today too and im pretty sure i dont have a math test tomorrow ??? it was only a math test like once.... that one time being the first time it happened
          
          hope i dont have to take a math test tomorrow because i also take my spanish test tomorrow

just got the weirdest idea for a fic
          warning for the sillies. its bd my beloved (aka the triangle and the tree for the SILLIEST of sillies)
          
          Dipper gets a fucking lobotomy for whatever reason and Bill gets dragged into that..... somehow....????
          I dont even know where that idea was going because I snapped back to reality halfway through 

if this month keeps going the way its going im going to start reading sonadow fanfics bro ☠️☠️

its so tiring having friends man like. these weirdos are so fuckin.... like..... weeeeeird
          its like theres a sudden uprise in STRAIGHT FUCKIN ISSUES and i JUST SO HAPPEN to be friends with the four people who got the strongest blast of it im SO done

will never understand my classmates.... how u gonna be annoyed when a teacher doesnt do their job and not teach but then HATE them when they do their job right and tell you to actually learn like am i crazy or is it ONLY my classmates that do this??!!?
          
          so the best way i see it is tht u complain that ur teacher doesnt teach u..... but then you get to another teacher who does their JOB. THAT THEY GET PAID FOR. and its like "ohhh we're always learning stuff he's the worst he's the worst" PICK A STRUGGLE?!?!?!? DO YOU LIKE WHEN YOUR TEACHER IS TEACHING OR NOT?????

staying true to what i said about posting BD...... the only story i feel like posting without redoing in ENTIRETY is one from like february of LAST YEAR and even then i would still be rewriting a whole ton to try and get over the absolute EMBARRASSMENT of having written it
          
          im just gonna post it on one of my other accounts....AND THAT STILL COUNTS.....

to someone who is not gonna see this
          
          ANSWER MY FUCKING TEXT. IF I WANTED TO WAIT FOREVER THEN I WOULDVE SENT YOU A GODDAMN LETTER. ANSWER ME. ANSWERMEANSWERMEANSWERME
          
          LIIIIIIIITERALLY IF I DIDNT WANT AN ANSWER WHEN I TEXTED YOU THEN I WOULDVE WAITED UNTIL MONDAY. AND SINCE WE'RE ON THE TOPIC YOU BETTER ANSWER BEEEFORE MONDAY BECAUSE I KNOW YOUR CLASSES AND I KNOW WHAT ROUTE YOU TAKE TO THEM. ANSWER. MY. TEXT. NOW. OR. I. WILL. FIND YOU.

i got issues with this because WHAT.
          
          wanted to spend 50$ on a plushie. mom said no but i kinda didnt have the money anyway so i said ok 
          DURING that discussion i mention how she has MULTIPLE purses in her closet that STILL HAVE PLASTIC ON THEM. she says thats not the same. how??? atleast if i buy the plushie hes going to see the light of day more than your purses??? like am i crazy or is it literally the fucking same. i buy plushie = i get to have this thing i really want even if hes just there half the time. she buys a purse = she gets to have this thing she really wants even if its just there half the time. IS THAT NOT THE SAME???
          
          that itself was last week, but it came up again today because my friend spent 57$ on two albums "bcuz they were pretty" despite the fact she doesnt know what they look like. mom says "oh hehe thats just like that plush you wanted" NOT THE WAY YOURE THINKING??? THIS STILL QUALIFIES AS A WANT>NEED PURCHASE YEAH. LIKE YOUR PURSES. BUT SHE THINKS ITS A "Ooh i see this i want it" NO ITS NOT. NOT EVEN MY FRIENDS PURCHASE WAS LIKE THAT??? AM I CRAZY OR SOMETHING??!?!

i am SICK AND TIRED of this. I KNOW THE PERSON THIS IS DIRECTED TO ISNT GONNA SEE THIS BUT I DO NOT CARE. I WILL ACTUALLY PUNCH YOU IF YOU SAY ONE MORE TIME ME AND MY FRIEND ARE DATING. "those two wont stop flirting!!" WE ARE ACTIVELY ABOUT TO FIGHT WTF DO YOU MEAN???? IM CURSING HIM OUT AND TO YOU IM ABOUT TO KISS HIM OR SOMETHING??? I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH WHY IS IT PRACTICALLY TABOO TO HAVE A DIFFERENT GENDER FRIEND I GET ALONG WITH