Please accept me for who I am... Love you for who you are #always :)

I write poems, so if you don't mind, please take a look at those I have published.

Hey...
I'm really shy but.... If I am comfortable speaking to you I'll seem like a normal person... I guess....
I'm this um really depressed girl....
My parents committed suicide right before my eyes when I was little.... this site haunted me everyday... shit it still does.....
Please don't judge me when I cut myself.... I-I really don't know what else to do...
Everyone sees me as an outcast.... Even my adopted parents do...

I've run away from home three times
Tried to kill my self more than five times
I cut very often... Sometimes when the stress is hard.... I cut everyday....

I hope my life story didn't scare you away the way it scared my ex friends away :'( Please I beg of you.... A-Accept me for who I am and not who I appear to be..... Because I'll always accept you....
I don't judge because I get judged all the time and I know the feeling and I really have the urge to rip people's head off sometime when they judge me....

I am not emo or a scene.... well I used to be.... but I still dress like one... 
ahhh damn.... Screw my life.... Dont want to know me.... Fine, go find a 'normal' person to talk to...