Star

I’m back for one night and one night only

Im logging off for good. If your a friend of mine feel free to pm me for my new account

I sure do love getting yelled at by head of sets and props and then not being able to physically talk for rest of rehearsal so i use google translate to speak but THEN head of sets and props takes that as "lets play gatcha on my phone because star is playing on their phone :D"
          
          Oh and might i add that im being more of a leader then she is. I basically made the set ideas and shes over here taking all the credit. Acting like she knows what ideas i had in mind.  
          
          I have to go on vacation one day, they are not gonna even be able to say on task once with her in charge
          
          Sorry, rant done

The internet has ruined me....

F l o o f
          C u l t

Why would you ever kiss me...
          I'm not even half as pretty.....
          You gave her your sweater. It's just polyester... 
          ....but you like her better....
          Wish I were-

its hard to smile...

just let me fucking die...at least that would hurt less than this...

THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS! IT ALWAYS HAPPENS! FINALLY WHEN SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS TO ME IT GETS TORN AWAY FROM ME! ALL I FUCKING WANT IS JUST FRIENDS! F U C K I N G   F R I E N D S! I FINALLY FIND A GOOD BUNCH OF FUCKING PEOPLE BUT THEN SHE HAS TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY! GOD DAMMIT WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS FUCKING DO THIS! 
          
          why....why do i even try....
          everything just goes to shit...
          im looking for the good karma but it keeps getting worse
          i just want it to be over...
          this has been my life....
          since. i. was. 3
          why.....
          why cant i just be happy
          why does everyone hate me.....
          why cant i find one goddamn reason to live....
          why cant I just be normal...
          why cant things just be easy....
          for once...

ayyyyeeee its ya boiiiisss birthdaaay uwu