Sappy on main;
Going from being neutral about a person, to becoming their friend, to gaining confusing feelings for them, to falling head over heels for them, and then... Becoming their partner...
I've truly, never ever felt like this.
For context, I haven't exactly been in fantastic relationships. I know this, as I claimed I was poly to avoid the committed of solely one person. I am not poly.
I have never wanted to take action on crushes I had, and when I thought about it in full, I never saw myself spending my life with anybody before.
I don't when when I gained feelings for him. I know that I believed I was in love with somebody when those feelings were pushing their way into my heart, and when that original person (who, I couldn't see myself with long term anyway) was no longer around, I was forced to confront the new feelings I felt.
It was quite frankly, over whelming. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to be his, to be around him all the time. Working without him was something I hated. When he promised me he'd wait for me, I finally had something to look forward to. When he became my boyfriend two days later, I finally had something to look forward to. Forever.
Now I look at how I want my future to be, and... I don't want it without him. I want so many things I never have before, because I want them with him. We're so alike, we know how to talk to each other and communicate, and comfort is a top priority.
I truly don't think I've been this happy before.