StarTheStarDemon

Sappy on main;
          	
          	Going from being neutral about a person, to becoming their friend, to gaining confusing feelings for them, to falling head over heels for them, and then... Becoming their partner... 
          	
          	I've truly, never ever felt like this. 
          	
          	For context, I haven't exactly been in fantastic relationships. I know this, as I claimed I was poly to avoid the committed of solely one person. I am not poly. 
          	
          	I have never wanted to take action on crushes I had, and when I thought about it in full, I never saw myself spending my life with anybody before. 
          	
          	I don't when when I gained feelings for him. I know that I believed I was in love with somebody when those feelings were pushing their way into my heart, and when that original person (who, I couldn't see myself with long term anyway) was no longer around, I was forced to confront the new feelings I felt. 
          	
          	It was quite frankly, over whelming. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to be his, to be around him all the time. Working without him was something I hated. When he promised me he'd wait for me, I finally had something to look forward to. When he became my boyfriend two days later, I finally had something to look forward to. Forever. 
          	
          	Now I look at how I want my future to be, and... I don't want it without him. I want so many things I never have before, because I want them with him. We're so alike, we know how to talk to each other and communicate, and comfort is a top priority. 
          	
          	I truly don't think I've been this happy before. 

StarTheStarDemon

Sappy on main;
          
          Going from being neutral about a person, to becoming their friend, to gaining confusing feelings for them, to falling head over heels for them, and then... Becoming their partner... 
          
          I've truly, never ever felt like this. 
          
          For context, I haven't exactly been in fantastic relationships. I know this, as I claimed I was poly to avoid the committed of solely one person. I am not poly. 
          
          I have never wanted to take action on crushes I had, and when I thought about it in full, I never saw myself spending my life with anybody before. 
          
          I don't when when I gained feelings for him. I know that I believed I was in love with somebody when those feelings were pushing their way into my heart, and when that original person (who, I couldn't see myself with long term anyway) was no longer around, I was forced to confront the new feelings I felt. 
          
          It was quite frankly, over whelming. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to be his, to be around him all the time. Working without him was something I hated. When he promised me he'd wait for me, I finally had something to look forward to. When he became my boyfriend two days later, I finally had something to look forward to. Forever. 
          
          Now I look at how I want my future to be, and... I don't want it without him. I want so many things I never have before, because I want them with him. We're so alike, we know how to talk to each other and communicate, and comfort is a top priority. 
          
          I truly don't think I've been this happy before. 

StarTheStarDemon

"The Sonic Rainboom is the coolest thing ever!! Although I've never actually seen it --"
          
          Pinkie Pie, that's. That's LITERALLY how you got your cutie mark. You saw the Sonic Rainboom i-

StarTheStarDemon

@StarTheStarDemon also it makes sense that Doctor Whooves has been seen as like, every type of pony ever. Regeneration. Lol. 
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StarTheStarDemon

Quote frankly, there's no one on this planet I miss more than you. There's years and years of jokes and words that we've said with each other, and it breaks my heart to have all of that still with me, but without you. 
          
          It was heartbreaking to watch the sweet person I grew up with change so suddenly and so much. I couldn't believe it when we fell apart so far it couldn't be mended. I miss you. But I don't miss who you've become. 
          
          And maybe that's my fault, maybe I just need to accept the change. But, our personalities no longer meshed. Our morals were... Different.
          
          I wish so bad I could reconnect with you. I wish so badly I could turn back time and share the same, stupid memorable jokes that we laughed over so many times. 
          
          If you see this, and I doubt you will, this is not a call for you to sudden reconnect again, because I do not believe it would go well at this moment in time. But I do miss you. And it hurts so bad this time of year. I hope you're happy, even without me. 

StarTheStarDemon

@Combosnpowerups yeah I'm alright. I'm hurt that someone who was with me for years won't be here for the biggest milestone I've ever had, but I'll survive 
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Combosnpowerups

Are you ok? I don't mean to sound rude just genuinely wondering
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StarTheStarDemon

.... Guys I did it. 
          
          I asked him out. 

sinnizter

RAAAHHH BEST UPDATE THATS AWESOME!!! >:0!!!
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StarTheStarDemon

@sinnizter if u care still, it HAS been 5 months 
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StarTheStarDemon

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@sinnizter I'M A DUMBASS. OUR MEETING UP WENT WELL, WE HAD A PLAN IN PLACE THAT WE'D WAIT TIL AFTER MY BDAY TO GET TOGETHER. 2 DAYS LATER WE KISSED AND WE'VE BEEN DATING 5 MONTHS
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