Star_Bem

You: **adds my story to your reading list**
          	Me: **sees the opportunity to raid lists for good stories** mwehehehe
          	
          	I'm a reader first and an author second lol

Star_Bem

It's quite hard to write happy things when I've been so sad about the latest Alient Stage round. Ivan's death will be a heartbreak I'll carry for the rest of my days. One day, I will write you a happy story; one where everyone will see how bright the light in your eyes are... but for now, thoughts of you will remain in my heart and my tears will only water my growing sadness. 

Star_Bem

Finally managed to sneak in one chapter for TGIP/TGIAP. I've got a full time 10hr job, with client calls and online courses for work in the evening, and classes for my second course in the weekends. I even have to commute 6 to 10 hrs to and from work this Friday and then take my midterms on Saturday. I'm somehow still alive despite everything ;-; I hope I don't fail. I will cry... 

SweetMelonSeeds

I hope you can continue your stories with a piece of mind Author-san. 

Star_Bem

@SweetMelonSeeds it's fine to take things slowly. You can start imagining or listing down the rough plot of your story and then injecting fun scenarios in between or rearranging them later so you can avoid writer's blocks. The problem with me is that after I imagine the whole plot I get lazy in writing because I've already satisfied myself with how it went in my mind lmao. As for inspiration, I read a lot of other works. I sometimes suddenly imagine stupid funny alternate scenarios while reading then note it down. In short, I do have a notebook of inspirations but really it's just a list of stupid random things that the outside world does not need to see lmao. Anyway, I do relate to being busy, so I hope it all goes well for you! I love math (not really)! I learned in uni that it gets easier to learn if I deceive myself into liking the subject so 
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SweetMelonSeeds

@SweetMelonSeeds Btw thanks for follwing me. Though i may not be as good as you in writing novels hehe. I'm really stuck right now and can't seem to think of any new events on my novel so i have left it hanging until now. But i really don't have any thought on dropping any of my two measly work. I have been having a crisis of long term writer block as you can see. And non of my family members knew that i'm writing bl novels nor do they know that i read one, so i don't know where to or who to ask for inspiration.. Added to the fact that i need to take a math lessons at school next week since i need to raise my grade in math as i got really low score this year.
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Star_Bem

@SweetMelonSeeds i will, thank you~
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Star_Bem

I find myself unable to write recently. I can't even move on from the recent PH elections. I see no good future anymore. I want to isekai quickly. Get me out of this hopeless damn country... 

Star_Bem

@SweetMelonSeeds thank you~ i will try to take care of myself better~ anyways, I've updated The Ger is a Part-Timer. Although it's only one chapter for now  I'm a slow writer but if that ensures me meeting my own standards in writing, then I'm happy I guess haha Writing this story is basically just me destressing myself by imagining outrageous and fun scenarios to cheer myself up lol anyways, thank you for reading~
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SweetMelonSeeds

@Star_Bem That's a relief. Be sure to always take care of yourself mentally and physically. Btw, can u give me a heads-up on when exactly can u release another more updates on 'The ger is a part-timer'? Even a little hint will do. I'm really hooked to read that one and am currently really itching and can't wait to know what will happen next. AND! ALSO! PLEASE! continue to release at least 3- no at least 10!! well if you can't then twice a day will do too. But if possible please update more. No pressure intended on that one tho. hehe
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Star_Bem

@SweetMelonSeeds thank you sweet~ it's either you care and get hurt, or you stop caring anymore; stuck in that bad cycle because the greedy bad ppl thrive best in that cycle. Nevertheless, I've moved on because it's pointless to worry~ I'm slowly updating and planning to release soon, so thank you for your patience and sweet melon seeds 
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