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Sorry if I haven't posted a chapter. This year has been testing but also full of blessings. 
          
          Things have been a bit hard due to the energy crisis in the last 3 months, then I stayed in a diff city with a friend for a week for work this June, but then when I got home, I had to accompany my dad to the ER. He died on Father's day, and then 2 days later, my Uncle (mother's brother) died with a heart attack. Then before I could grieve, I left for a scheduled trip right after for 5 days and got home to help for an outreach for senior citizens with medicines sponsored by my cousin's company. I got a high fever the moment I relaxed so I'm still sick at the moment.
          
          I hope this is the last time I talk about death too. I still have a lot of documents to do and submit in relation to my Dad plus the ton of work I left behind during my fam emergency. 
          
          Long story short, I'll try to update once my schedule lifts a bit. Sorry. Treasure your loved ones; the ones life chose for you and those you chose yourself.

I’m sorry, I don't think I can write a chapter to post this October and November. My dog died today. I'm trying to pretend I'm fine until I am but that seems to be too far out of reach for right now. I can't stop crying and my head hurts. I thought I had more time with her. 
          
          My heart feels so empty. When does it become easier to breath? When do the tears dry?

Chapter 39 of The Ger is a Part Timer is now published! (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜) I tried the scheduled publish for the fitst time but why do I feel like it doesn't announce the chapter's release lol anyway, I'll just announce the few that I can. Enjoy reading, enjoy life~ ❤(ӦｖӦ｡)

Did a check and found that my email which I use for wattpad was pawned to different sites. Kind of frustrated that my data has been stolen from my watty acct. Makes you feel unsafe all over. Will do some things here and there.

They say fear is paralyzing, I say anxiety too. You think and overthink but go around only to come back to square one. You worry and try to plan your response or action only to realize it won't work out. You're barely hanging on to a belief that it'll be fine. It must be. And it is so crippling that you can't do anything proper in daily life—can't eat, can't sleep, can't work, can't think, can't relax....

Am I the only one experiencing issue with the jumbled chapters on my stories on the wattpad app? The chapters are in order when viewed on pc browser tho which is weird. Any chance anyone is experiencing the same thing and had fixed it already?

pleas update The Ger Is A Part Timer [BL]

You: **adds my story to your reading list**
          Me: **sees the opportunity to raid lists for good stories** mwehehehe
          
          I'm a reader first and an author second lol

It's quite hard to write happy things when I've been so sad about the latest Alient Stage round. Ivan's death will be a heartbreak I'll carry for the rest of my days. One day, I will write you a happy story; one where everyone will see how bright the light in your eyes are... but for now, thoughts of you will remain in my heart and my tears will only water my growing sadness. 

Just finished reading "the ger is a part-timer", ans and I gotta say you're really good. I really love what you did with Yu Yan's personality and the pirates to. I also love how the plot is progressing. Thank you for such a good book