Star_Bem

They say fear is paralyzing, I say anxiety too. You think and overthink but go around only to come back to square one. You worry and try to plan your response or action only to realize it won't work out. You're barely hanging on to a belief that it'll be fine. It must be. And it is so crippling that you can't do anything proper in daily life—can't eat, can't sleep, can't work, can't think, can't relax....

Star_Bem

@2bemeeasblreader i'm trying to be ❤️‍ but ty for asking
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Star_Bem

They say fear is paralyzing, I say anxiety too. You think and overthink but go around only to come back to square one. You worry and try to plan your response or action only to realize it won't work out. You're barely hanging on to a belief that it'll be fine. It must be. And it is so crippling that you can't do anything proper in daily life—can't eat, can't sleep, can't work, can't think, can't relax....

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@2bemeeasblreader i'm trying to be ❤️‍ but ty for asking
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Star_Bem

Am I the only one experiencing issue with the jumbled chapters on my stories on the wattpad app? The chapters are in order when viewed on pc browser tho which is weird. Any chance anyone is experiencing the same thing and had fixed it already?

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@WordySmith101 Oh, that's good to hear. I noticed as well that if I create the chapters on my phone they're fine but if I do it via browser on pc, the chapter itself tries to create its own order lol Hope it fixes itself soon. Thanks for letting me know! 
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WordySmith101

@Star_Bem its been happening in many occassions. It usually get fixed. Mostly wait a day or so 
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Star_Bem

It's quite hard to write happy things when I've been so sad about the latest Alient Stage round. Ivan's death will be a heartbreak I'll carry for the rest of my days. One day, I will write you a happy story; one where everyone will see how bright the light in your eyes are... but for now, thoughts of you will remain in my heart and my tears will only water my growing sadness. 

Star_Bem

Finally managed to sneak in one chapter for TGIP/TGIAP. I've got a full time 10hr job, with client calls and online courses for work in the evening, and classes for my second course in the weekends. I even have to commute 6 to 10 hrs to and from work this Friday and then take my midterms on Saturday. I'm somehow still alive despite everything ;-; I hope I don't fail. I will cry...