Star_Bem

I’m sorry, I don't think I can write a chapter to post this October and November. My dog died today. I'm trying to pretend I'm fine until I am but that seems to be too far out of reach for right now. I can't stop crying and my head hurts. I thought I had more time with her. 
          	
          	My heart feels so empty. When does it become easier to breath? When do the tears dry?

Star_Bem

@siete_papillons My heart goes to you. You have my deepest condolences.
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siete_papillons

@Star_Bem take your time, I know it's hard. Someone close to me also died in August and currently I'm still grieving
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Star_Bem

I’m sorry, I don't think I can write a chapter to post this October and November. My dog died today. I'm trying to pretend I'm fine until I am but that seems to be too far out of reach for right now. I can't stop crying and my head hurts. I thought I had more time with her. 
          
          My heart feels so empty. When does it become easier to breath? When do the tears dry?

Star_Bem

@siete_papillons My heart goes to you. You have my deepest condolences.
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siete_papillons

@Star_Bem take your time, I know it's hard. Someone close to me also died in August and currently I'm still grieving
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Star_Bem

Chapter 39 of The Ger is a Part Timer is now published! (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜) I tried the scheduled publish for the fitst time but why do I feel like it doesn't announce the chapter's release lol anyway, I'll just announce the few that I can. Enjoy reading, enjoy life~ ❤(ӦｖӦ｡)

Zzz_Kuroshii

@Star_Bem author hopefully you will update Videre some other time. Anyways, love your works
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Zzz_Kuroshii

@Star_Bem thanks Author
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Star_Bem

Did a check and found that my email which I use for wattpad was pawned to different sites. Kind of frustrated that my data has been stolen from my watty acct. Makes you feel unsafe all over. Will do some things here and there.

SAlbarin

That's true they never really announce any breaches until it was too late. Thank you for the virtual hugs
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Star_Bem

@WordySmith101 i would be very sad of someone stole my work after all the effort it took to write it. Sending virtual hugs....
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Star_Bem

@WordySmith101 that's sad to hear  i wish wattpad would've been wiser and more secure by now. They won't even alert you for such things until you find out too late...
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Star_Bem

They say fear is paralyzing, I say anxiety too. You think and overthink but go around only to come back to square one. You worry and try to plan your response or action only to realize it won't work out. You're barely hanging on to a belief that it'll be fine. It must be. And it is so crippling that you can't do anything proper in daily life—can't eat, can't sleep, can't work, can't think, can't relax....

Star_Bem

@2bemeeasblreader i'm trying to be ❤️‍ but ty for asking
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2bemeeasblreader

@Star_Bem  u ok
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Star_Bem

Am I the only one experiencing issue with the jumbled chapters on my stories on the wattpad app? The chapters are in order when viewed on pc browser tho which is weird. Any chance anyone is experiencing the same thing and had fixed it already?

Star_Bem

@WordySmith101 Oh, that's good to hear. I noticed as well that if I create the chapters on my phone they're fine but if I do it via browser on pc, the chapter itself tries to create its own order lol Hope it fixes itself soon. Thanks for letting me know!
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SAlbarin

@Star_Bem its been happening in many occassions. It usually get fixed. Mostly wait a day or so
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Star_Bem

It's quite hard to write happy things when I've been so sad about the latest Alient Stage round. Ivan's death will be a heartbreak I'll carry for the rest of my days. One day, I will write you a happy story; one where everyone will see how bright the light in your eyes are... but for now, thoughts of you will remain in my heart and my tears will only water my growing sadness.