Death lol

To everyone that met me like 2 or 3 years or whatever how long ago I profusely apologize, reading back on the stuff I wrote AKA said was traumatizing as hell, what in the world was i on the I swear to God I was not a great person to be around, so yes, I apologize, all of you need an apology :')

HOMY SHIT I MANAGED TO GET MY OLD SCCOUNT BACK, IT'S BEEN A YEAR FATHER-

I was taking a bath a few moments ago and now I can't go out cause my mom has friends over and I didn't bring any clothes and all I have is a towel, god send help :') 

My arm suddenly got slightly weaker and fucking Google is telling me that I'ma have a heartattack I can't 

Warning: not sure if I actually am spoiling but just incase, spoilers of the movie Encanto
          
          
          
          
          
          
          My gosh when I fall for a fictional character I'm like immediately down bad.
          
          Like, encanto, new movie and shit, coming December 24th on disney plus. First off, I know EXACTLY that I'm gonna love that movie and that'll it become my new httyd (aka watching it every week atleast once, maybe even more often) andd that I'll dedicate my whole heart and soul onto that movie for probably like 3 fucking whole months (andd even afterwards probably, like I never truly leave a Fandom thingy, I'll be gone for a while and next thing you know I'm reading everything I've missed about the whole thing)
          
          And now here comes my "I'm down bad for a new fictional character" and guess what, it's our fucking shapeshifter boy that barely even got any screentime, Camilo.
          
          While yes, Luisa, Bruno, Isabela and Dolores also got me slightly hooked Camilo has my whole heart. I heard his part in the song "we don't talk about Bruno" and boom, I'm hooked, sealed, nowhere for me to go.
          
          Anyways, what I'm getting at is I'm a simp and Camilo is awesome even though we barely even get to see him through the movie <3

I absolutely love watching smaller streamers cause they've got mostly always a cool small community in the beginning that are just nice and it's just so cool :))) 

It sucks to live in Germany and be bilingual cause I see all the people out there in the internet going and talking about the new chucky series that came out in like October or something and I'm stuck here trying every site I can get my hands on just for it to be laggy af and not working cause it's still not out in Germany and all the sites it works on is only for other various countries, I wanna move Jesus christ :') 

I feel like watching game theory again, and I will, game theory, in coming back my dearest old friend that went with me through some of my weirdest phases

A random old man just pulled up in front of my house and stayed there for like 5 minutes and because of my paranoid ass I knew that he was just looking on his phone and looking constantly forward and after like five minutes didn't drive that further and just into the house right in front of us which was not fucking far like bruh I am fucking terrified w h y -?
          
          Like just pull up in your own garage house thingy and don't wait five minutes in front of a random house that's creepy-

I just took like 10 minutes to log back into twitch so that I can watch ranboo cause it resented for some reason, frustrating but very much worth it