Only asking because I want to know I’m not just insane for this— anyone else have pieces of media out there (shows, movies, games, etc) that they genuinely hate with a passion out of pure discomfort? For me, I genuinely wish I never knew what it was (I avoided it even as a kid but what I assumed wasn’t even as bad). I KNOW I shouldn’t be so disturbed but I think I was in a bad headspace when I came across it, hence it was harder to process in the right way aaaaaaand it’s still a problem to this day. Random words or real life scenarios bring me back to it and I’ve completely lost motivation to work out the mature themes in my own stories out of fear of bringing that discomfort to anyone myself, albeit unintentionally </3
(Maybe it’s just me maybe there’s smth wrong with me that’d suck but idk maybe)