oW MY FOOT

No, thank you! I literally almost cried when I saw that you followed me, you're like, my idol. Oh god you're so great I don't why you would ever follow me or thank me because you're seriously the greatest oml 

Happy Trans visibility day! I hope you all are doing alright, and I would give a long speech but I physically can't because I've been up for like 30 hours straight now working on a project hA
          
          Eh it's all pointless but y'know, gotta get it done, even if it isn't due for another month. I'll just cause myself more pain if I hold it off. But enough of my pathetic ranting, I'm so sorry. Anyways, have a good day everyone, I'm gonna keep working.

So I've realized that I can't go back to all the hundreds of story notifications I've missed, so if I used to read your story and I just suddenly stopped, I'm very sorry. Reason 1) is what I just said, reason 2) might be that I've just fallen out of the fandom and/or shipping that the book might be about, reason 3) could be that I'm just to busy and can't get to it all. Anyways, with that said, I'm gonna start writing and posting and reading and basically all out trying to be more active on here again.  

I just realized why I never got any notifications from Wattpad saying stuff like status updates of people I follow, and why my storage was always full... Turns out my phone sent everything to my junk mail, so I have like 3,750 something emails about status updates and new books... Heh.
          
          Also, as you can tell, I've kinda stranded away from Wattpad a bit, and I know that a few of you have noticed by the fact that my follower count has gone down since the last time id been really active.. This is because I've kinda replaced Wattpad with other fanfiction websites and Instagram, and all I really use it for now is staring the books of a few people and messaging a few people. Please excuse my inactivity and my terrible excuses, but it's really late and I'm fretting about a project that's due tomorrow that I still have to do for school so I can't really think right. Anyways, that said, goodnight everyone <3

Lynn

Plus I'm really deeply devastated right now, I should probably go to sleep. I've got a pounding ache in my head and heart, and all I can do is lay here numbly as the sadness I've held in most of my life lingers around my mind. I just can't 

Might be the time talkin', but the more I listen to Death of a Bachelor, the more I showy begin to realize how I can relate to it.
          
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          Do I look lonely?
          I see the shadows on my face
          People have told me I don't look the same
          Maybe I lost weight
          I'm playing hooky, with the best of the best
          Put my heart on my chest, so that you can see it too
          
          I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall
          The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?
          
          The death of a bachelor
          Oh
          Letting the water fall
          The death of a bachelor
          Oh
          Seems so fitting for
          Happily ever after
          Oo
          How could I ask for more?
          A lifetime of laughter
          At the expense of the death of a bachelor
          
          I'm cutting my mind off
          It feels like my heart is going to burst
          Alone at a table for two and I just wanna be served
          And when you think of me am I the best you've ever had?
          Share one more drink with me, smile even though you're sad
          
          I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall
          The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?
          
          The death of a bachelor
          Oh
          Letting the water fall
          The death of a bachelor
          Oh
          Seems so fitting for
          Happily ever after
          Oo
          How could I ask for more?
          A lifetime of laughter
          At the expense of the death of a bachelor

So, 6 months with the best person in the world, huh? Only slightly surprising, though, since I still don't know how I managed to get a perfect angel like you to love me. Your laugh, your smile, your eyes, how adorable you are, your voice, your accent- there's literally a list longer than the lines of gods and goddesses that I have to keep track of all of your wonders. Never has anyone else made me cry with so much emotion before- it's become a thing now where I cry tears of joy at all of the things you do, and to where I felt my heart rip and shatter on that one day. You're more beautiful than anyone I've ever seen before: even more beautiful than the Greek sculptures of perfection, and I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. You're literally my everything, darling, and I'm sorry if there's ever a time that you forget that. I try to give you the world, but it's really hard because you already have it, and you are it. You are my world, princess. And I will do everything in my power to make sure you don't think differently for even a second. I love you, so very, very, very, very, very much my sunshine, and I sincerely hope that you have a marvelous day, because you truly deserve it. Love you, my Nightowl <3
          
          
          (@-zeroyalcutie <3)

Tomorrow I want everyone to call me 'Chris', so when I'm gone tomorrow, you'll be missing me ;3

I often feel like I don't have a place in this world, like I'm just a useless burden holding all of you and everyone else in my pitiful life down. I feel like I'm just a freak, like I'll never be accepted and like everyone secretly hates me. Feel like I'm useless and how saying "I hate my life" feels like there's no emotion behind it to me because I'm too young to feel anything. Sorry for bothering you all with this, but meh. Just had 't get it out, Y'know? I'm not going anywhere.