StarblazeRiver

222.... if I ever get anywhere near 1000 I'll do somthing extream.. but now it's just... 250for a picture of me I. my tricky star book 300 and I'll Idk do a crazy thing... ^v^

StarblazeRiver

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StarblazeRiver

hello *waves* how are you today. I'm sick... anyway I though why not do something random... okay so lets get started shall we... if you look up the book I am starting one chapter will be there... it is small only 100-200 words in it... but it's going to give you my fact of today... staring the chapter now so wait like an hour or something  :) bayyyyyyy 
          
          

StarblazeRiver

okay so I'm home alone sick again but I'm not going to let that interfere with me doing my thing so for you guys today we have a little poem that I made myself so
          
          I'm trying my best to impress you
          but apparently my best is not good
          3000 things I've missed
          just because I didn't want to disappoint you
          you like the shiny I like the glam
          that's just not my jam
          so here I go, I'll be myself, even if. they don't. Care. I'll create a little world and spend my days right there, because every moment that I was ever with you the stress is make me down the inside so now today I'm going off to create my own place where I don't have to be with you no more hitting no more punching no more yelling in my face now that I have my own place goodbye so long see you next time i feel like i want to cry
          
          
          ok tell me what you think it's kind of based off of what my sister used to be like and yep that's it love you stars Bay
          
          
          

StarblazeRiver

yehhhahvksjbknsh I got out of school an hour or so ago so yeah gets talk about school...
          
          I have one c in math... b and a plaster across my report card though... after school I go to cheer... but at school I'm a freak, I get bullied sort of, called a freak, pushed to lockers, stuff pike that but I don't let it *clenched fists grow tighter* get to me *tear falls from eye* but hey at least I have a great group of me, lillia , Melia, Lily , and zoe... my teachers are great and we have a bunny in class our old one died.... but we got a new one!  
          
          if I end up posting something strange of something balm the bunny like his name and stuff... eddy....  if I get bored in school I put something in my mind movie... watch star instead of the teacher... yeah...
          
          
          that's all for today
          
          baaaaay 

StarblazeRiver

for today's fact.. I am a Christian I follow God on all things, I believe Jesus has died for US and saves those whom sin, I am a Christian and if you want to be one too... just... well reply yo this... I'll get you saved and talk to you privately on pming. so yeah... if you just feal like God co7ld do you good, I know he can, than reply with the words 'save me' I'll pm you all the information... ✌

StarblazeRiver

sorry this one is late... I have a really fragile heart and you guys know that but it's just something the always seem and to be there right there always for me I gave it a name well her name her name is Starblaze shes been there ever since I was about 6 7 years old when I was first diagnosed with juvenile idiopathic arthritis and I I go through life with her by my side she's always there for me and I'm always there for her I will never leave her and she'll never leave me I'm stuck with her until the day I die and I know some you guys might think I'm silly for having my own imaginary friend but it's just growing old is mandatory but growing up I believe is optional

StarblazeRiver

I Spend most of my life around doctors or in hospitals, but i dont let it get to me to much. However when i get an awful comment or someone says something bad about me, sure i act calm and cool but i just die inside... and i get it alot, at school im called a freak, weirdo and not in a good way, wolf girl.. i escape reality through the portal, i let star run my life just so i dont break. but remember how i said... i am fragile... i will break, so be careful with what you say to..