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TW: this might be a bit if a sensitive topic, includes mention of throwing up and me beings in absolute fucking pain :D
So I'm kinda going inactive from writing books for a tiny bit and I'm SO SORRY PPL ON MY PRESSURE ONESHOTSSS. It's not full writers block but a tiny bit of it, and then I'm also on my period and uh..I have intestinal issues, I'm an oversharer so prepare for this. But the intestinal issues are like rlly bad period cramps ×2 and then my period cramps r rlly bad..thankfully I haven't gotten intestinal issues and period cramps same time but earlier I threw up from pain of the period cramps.
I'm getting an ultrasound soon for the intestinal issues and I have a feeling somethings wrong in my uterus area too.
I have a love/hate relationship with being a woman..like..sometimes I love it and right now, I fucking hate it. I don't wanna be a man either though I just wanna be there. Nothing. Just..there.
...my main pronouns are She/Her but I'm fine with going by They/Them...I think I'm gonna turn out questioning my gender within the next year.
What's it called when you use They/Them pronouns and dont have a gender really? I feel like it's Gender Neutral but smth abt that feels so wrong to say I feel like it's not right bc idk.