Hello :)
Funny how things change in a couple of months. I added and deleted some portions of this.

I am here for anyone out their who is having a tough time mentally or physically. I have a completely anonymous email that I use on YouTube and anyplace where I share bits of my life (ex. Wattpad). I would love to make new friends. I'm terrible at it in person but online is a different story. 

I guess I should say something about myself then.
My pronouns are she/her. 
I've been questioning my sexuality for the past year 2 years. 6 months ago, when I first wrote this, I was determined on finding a label for myself but not anymore. I am bi____. I don't know what to put in the blank. I have decided to just like who I like in whatever way (romantically or sexually). I am not super interested in a sexual relationship, so that would just be something I'd tell a future partner rather than as a way to label myself (This is just something I've been thinking about a lot recently, but I feel free, now that I've written it down.) 
6 months ago, I mentioned being good at art and calling myself an artist. I don't think of myself as an artist, now. I think of myself as just someone who loves art; but, recently, I haven't been able to imagine myself as an artist or someone who can work towards being an artist. 
I love books (clearly. that's why I am here). 
I love my brother and mom. (My dad is okay, but not the best person.) My parents are indian. but I was born and raised in America. 
I speak English & Bengali. I CAN speak Hindi and Oriya, but I'm not confident. I understand Punjabi, Marathi. Telugu, Tamil, and some other Indian languages. I'm taking Latin (yes. its a dead language) in school but I can understand Spanish and a little bit of French!

I don't plan on having enough attention (this means like followers and stuff) for people to actually see this but I hope those who need a friend or someone to listen to them can see this. 

-Anonymous

P.S. I write too much T-T