Star<33

well- i havent been so hey people, I've been think about that one playlist i made for someone, I often wonder if i should add more songs or if they would even listen to it, i guess im scared of adding more songs because i want him to listen to them but i dont know Anymore i just overthink everything, But i promised i would never delete it so for now ill look for new songs or maybe just leave it be (Sorry for wasting your time T^T)

I wonder is he still listens to it 
          I always have this question going through my mind

Okay Something i kinda wanna do when im a little bit older is start like a flower shop like you know have flowers and plants and i know its stupid but i know that money is a problem for everyone (mostly everyone) so i wanna have them at a low price Like $2 maybe 
          and other then that ill have my own job but this is still something i wanna do ^^"

officially going to rot

How are you guys T^T

Uh...Well things have been crazy..Dont know how i feel anymore i cant tell if im happy or if im sad...Ive been doing better at taking care of myself..But something just tells me it isnt worth it, I dont understand anymore i guess im having mixed feelings about different things
          (Sorry for bothering you guys ^^")

I wanna talk to him but i dont wanna bother him 
          (╥﹏╥)

Lets see if they care

:,)

He hates me :,)