Rey

so for anyone who finds this acc
          
          hi!it's me! on my other account!
          
          I have a few updates
          
          1- I changed my name to Nova, and I'm genderfluid
          
          2- I'm doing so much better, coming off wattpad was a big help, and I mainly just write on here now. I'm sorry if I worried you, I was in a dark place, and honestly I wanted attention, cause I felt ignored. 
          
          3- imma have to go on this account and change the pfp cause my face is just not cutting it 
          
          I hope you have a nice day!

Happy holidays!!!

I know I don't know you but by the look of things I can say assuredly that you have some pretty amazing people who support and love you. If you can't continue on with life for yourself, continue on for them. They would miss you so much and if you left you'd miss out on all the love that they still have left to give you, the world would miss out on the beauty you bring to it and these people would miss out on the love you have left for them. I'm in no way trying to dismiss your pain, it's there, it's real and it's valid. Just hold on til Christmas and if you still feel this way, you can leave, but just know that the world will be missing out on a hell of a lot with you gone.

I dont deserve any of you, and I'm sorry
          
          You all are great people 
          
          
          I'm just dealing with some stuff
          
          
          I'm sorry for everything
          
          
          U guys mean everything to me...
          
          
          I'm sorry

@BlueWithASwirl I'm so so sorry
          
          Thank you
          
          
          I miss talking to you
          
          
          
          I'm sorry

I'm sorry. 
          
          Goodbye...

IM SICK OF EXISTING 
          
          
          IM SICK OF BEING ME
          
          
          I JUST WABT TO DISAPPEAR
          
          
          
          WHY CANT I DISAPPEAR

*cries in I regret my entire existence*

Why did I have to survive that 
          
          I cant even die correctly 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Somebody please shoot me
          
          It's for the best

12 locals singing
          11 instruments playing
          10 Kniveton parks  
          9 musical acts 
          A long 8th scene
          7 afro circuses 
          6 changes of cast
          5 serious flesh wounds
          4 cossack horses
          3 flitziflacks
          2 simcocks
          And a play written by Paul stanton