StarletteHostR3I
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OMG I FORGOT HOW GOOD CARAMEL WAFFLES ARE GAHHH
StarletteHostR3I
Ooh boy! My very first body horror nightmare about myself to push my insecure feelings? How wonderful! (I hated it)
Then a horror-esque nightmare about being trapped in a large cave where lots of people of a crew die? YIPPEE! (I HATED this one too)
FOLLOWED BY A NIGHTMARE ABOUT A CREEPY PERV MAN WHERE I WAS TRYING TO GET HIM AWAY WHILST IN MY OWN HOME AND I WAS FIFTEEN, LITERALLY MY CURRENT AGE? OH JOYYYYYYY! (EUGHHHH)
Man why can’t I have dreams about my fave fictional characters instead of a trilogy of very realistic (kind of like lucid dream level of real) nightmares? :(
(Yes, the ‘how wonderful!’, ‘yippee!’, and ‘oh joyyyyyyy!’ are heavily sarcastic. I feel very just EUGH and icky after that)
StarletteHostR3I
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@Kitz_sune thank you! <3 Aside from not getting to do work experience (thanks mum :’3), it’s actually gonna start to get pretty fun, AND NO MORE YEAR ELEVENS!!! *realises my year will now be the oldest* *proceeds to realise this is my last year of doing fun stuff* *oh holy fucking shit so many exams* WAIT NO TAKE ME BACK TAKE ME BACK *gets DRAGGED into school*
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@ StarletteHostR3I I'm doing good!
It sucks you almost have sch**l again, I fucking hate sch**l sm. Get enough rest because otherwise you're gonna get wrecked that first day lmao
Lots of luck at.. SCH**L (*ゝω・*)
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StarletteHostR3I
@Kitz_sune awe thank you! Yes. I’m feeling better than when this happened yesterday. I don’t get nightmares often either and I’m shocked I didn’t have a dream abt school (bc usually shortly before I return to school I get these weird school dreams) and instead had those very odd nightmares Although, I’ve had like two hours of sleep max today :’) but I should be alright tomorrow! I’m more confused than anything about the possible meaning of the second dream because usually my dreams/nightmares tell a story/have a clear meaning/message but it was literally just ‘hey, ur a ship crew. anyways time to be thrown into this death cave! :D’ Hope you’re doing alright as well! <3
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StarletteHostR3I
Why are mad scientist men so GAHHHHHH (like the (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) sort of GAHHHHHH)? Like both the terrifying and sinister ‘you’ll either be good for my demented experiments or make me absolute bank on the black market’ kind and the silly and adorable‘DON’T DOUBT ME AND MY OUTSTANDING EXPERIMENTS!!! >:(‘ kind
Is this relatable or am I just crazy?-
StarletteHostR3I
@Kitz_sune OMFG YESSSSSSSSS LIKE GOOD SIR I WISH I WORKED WITH YOU IN THE LABS— I read so much fanfics of him too ✋ They’re either a goober like Entrapta or GAWD DAYUM like Harley Sawyer. AND LORD THE FAN SONGS OF HIM. ESPECIALLY ‘PLAY GOD’. THE WAY SHE SINGS IS JUST SO GAHHHH Chapter six CANNOT come sooner bro But RF Wally is basically an AU of Wally (there are SO MANY AUs of this mf, and they’re so good), with RF standing for Rainbow Factory. Yes, the rainbow factory that was used as horror in MLP (He’s hot bro TRUST, he isn’t just a scientist, he RUNS the place, so BONUS POINTSSSSS!!!)
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Kitz_sune
@ StarletteHostR3I I know who Wally is but I'm not in the Fandom, but Harley sawyer??? Oh my god?? His voice, especially that first time when he talks about feeling something squirming under his skin? When I first saw that scene I had to pause, screen, Google who tf his voice actor was, rewind my video and then goon to that little speech. Beautiful.
Those science characters always have the most beautiful voice actors too. Like their voice is always so sultry and sexy and I just can't man..
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StarletteHostR3I
@Kitz_sune OH MY GOD A DOTTORE MENTION IM NOT IN GENSHIN BUT MY FRIEND IS PROUD OF YOU TRUST (And JESUS this is painfully real for me with Harley Sawyer, literally the HIGHLIGHT to Poppy Playtime chapter 4 imo-) Also… —dare I mention RF Wally-
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StarletteHostR3I
*clambers out of grave*
WOW
I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE FOR *DAYS*.
Why, you may ask?
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…okay so I mayyyyy or may not have downloaded five otome/visual novel games, making for nine total otome games now, and I’m addicted to Ikemen Villains
That said, Liam is my precious boy and anyone who says otherwise is WRONG AND I WILL DIE ON THAT HILL— (I fell in love with this mf as soon as I started the game and he made his appearance)
Yes, I’m still obsessed with TWST too dw, but now I have a lot of otome games and tragic poetry SHOVED into the mix :’D
Wolfie_lol_user
What is ur fav food? Preferably something VERY smashable… (like cake)
StarletteHostR3I
@Wolfie_lol_user awe that’s okay! And I’m excited to see the art!!! Just make sure not to burn yourself out <3
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StarletteHostR3I
WOOOOOOOOOOO MHA THE FINAL SEASON WON SO MANY AWARDS
I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MUM <333
Also I suddenly have an obsession with (tragic (Victorian)) poets and will now be making a poem on it :3
I’ve been thinking of making a poetry book as a small side project to update once in a while but I feel SO bad at writing poetry
So at some point when I’ve written the poem, would you want me to post it? :3
Dw, TWST oneshots are still very much my main focus, and it’ll just be a book where, when I’m in the mood, I can write a poem and publish it. If you wanna check it out, I’d love to hear feedback and what you like about it! I love poetry sm, but it’s hard for me to write it, so any chance to improve on something I’ve wanted to write for so long would be very much appreciated!
As always, I love ya guys!
(And I’ll be coming out of break by the end of this week~!)
StarletteHostR3I
@Wolfie_lol_user YESSS FELLOW POETRY LOVERRRER ngl I would find poetry hard to write if it HAD to be fully positive WHERE’S THE TRAGEDY? THE TRAUMA? THE BITTERSWEET TWISTS? I honestly love the whole tragic poetry aesthetic sm it’s concerning-
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Wolfie_lol_user
@StarletteHostR3I YesyesYEYSYEYSE I LOVE POETRYYYY i have to write some in class but it’s kinda ehh because it’s positive poetry.. but I’ll still do it anyways lol
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Wolfie_lol_user
I want to make fan art for you because I’m feeling awfully nice…
What would you like me to draw?? I’d post it on pinterest or one of my books or just make an art book (⌒▽⌒)
Wolfie_lol_user
@StarletteHostR3I okay!! I’ll make it soon trust trust!! It’ll be somewhat similar to my pfp and if u wanna use it you can~~~
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StarletteHostR3I
GASPPPP I’D LOVE THIS!!! ☆*:.。.o(≧▽≦)o.。.:*☆
It would definitely have to be something with my silly boy Malleus, bc no matter how many phases I go through of adoring the other characters, my top faves are always Diasomnia and Skully :3
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StarletteHostR3I
EUGHHHH
IVE HAD A MIGRAINE FOR THREE DAYS NOW
AND BOY THE LIGHT SENSITIVITYYYYY
*dies deaded*
StarletteHostR3I
NOOOOOOO
I WAS A FEW SENTENCES AWAY FROM WRITING THE BEST PART OF MY STORY FOR THE CREATIVE WRITING BIT OF THE EXAM AND IT ENDEDDDD
THE WHOLE MESSAGE OF THE STORY WAS IN THAT PART TOO GAHHHHH 。・゚(゚><゚)゚・。
StarletteHostR3I
@Wolfie_lol_user OH MY GOODNESS WHAT I LOVE THIS My friend had the same prompt that was something like ‘something unexpected happens’ AND SHE MADE IT ABOUT A TEENAGE GIRL TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE I SAID ‘BRO YOU’RE GONNA GET SAFEGUARDED’ LIKE WHAT (◎ ◎)ゞ Meanwhile I’m sat here with my perfectionist student OC who had a failed project for the first time but because a student had ran into her mirror and broke it, the art teacher helps her turn it into kintsugi, giving the symbolism of (and the message of the story) that for something to be beautiful/amazing, it doesn’t have to be perfect and how its flaws can give it so much more depth and beauty than someone whose just perfect and them Miriya (I chose that name for the exam because it sounded like miracle (bc her project went well in the end) and because it means mirror) begins to learn to accept that she doesn’t have to be perfect 24/7 Fun fact: Miriya is actually a character called Paisley, but after this I’m going to make either Paisley or Miriya her middle name and have the other as her first name!
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StarletteHostR3I
Hehehehehe I used a fancy psychology work for my English homework and my teacher didn’t know what it meant so *I* became the teacher and taught him what deindividuation means >:3
MY BIGGEST FLEX OF THE YEAR SO FARRRR