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I think I like him and I don’t like that

My brother’s friend (who’s a junior and 16, he doesn’t even go to my school bc my brother goes to another one than I do for a program) he has a crush on me and we’ve talked for 4 days and met each other one in those 4 days. Y’all….. idk how this happened-

Guess who made an all female chorus group that you had to audition for ;)))

Bought a hoco dress ;) have no date this time but that’s okay bahaha

Haven’t been active bc I CANT WITH SCHOOL! It’s like the 2nd week and I’m so flipping stressed. Okay most of it had to do with the fact I’m auditioning for a select chorus group on Thursday and I’ve never auditioned for anything before and I’m terrified. Also my Spanish 3 class is hard plus I have PE/HEALTH with a person who I’m no longer friends with but (she don’t know that bc I’m friendly and I see no point in breaking off friendship when we’re with each other in health and chorus every day. At least in chorus I have one of my other friends). I miss my bsf who moved away during the summer so much *sob*. And like school is stressing me out help pls

Update on Spanish 3 dude: he’s a junior and can drive so idk how old he is but he talked to me more yesturday and gave me answers to the worksheet  for no reason (I didn’t ask for them) we’ll see what happens today.

My first day of school was crap: among other things, the only thing you guys would want to know (the rest are a few nerdy class complaints) a guy in my Spanish 3 class kept looking at me and smiling/acting a bit goofy (I smiled a bit back bc I didn’t know what to do)

Please check out No Longer Hidden (written by me). I just published another chapter yesturday and I’m having so much fun writing it! I really want you guys to enjoy it so I can countinue it <33 thanks! Love y’all!

It’s my birthday ahhh

HELP ME PLEASSSEEE! When I tell you I have had nightmares for 2 weeks (maybe a bit more) straight I mean it *aggressive clap bc no emojis)* 
          
          Last night I had my first ever Sleep paralysis episode and it scared me so so badly, as well as a bad dream before it, and that’s why I woke up but I couldn’t move 
          
          Basically I keep having nightmares and after every one (I have super detailed and disturbing nightmares :) ) I have like a bit of a panic attack/I get super paranoid and end up feeling so so exhausted in the morning because of it. So please put ideas to help stop this (yes, I take anxiety meds at night but for some reason it’s not stopping them and also this isn’t the first time I’ve had nightmare episodes like this)