The saddest thing about my life is that the only reason that I smile is because I can go home and my anime is always there. I know, it's pathetic and that people have it worse but I can't help feeling this way. I don't know why but it hurts so bad when anime ends. I rely on it and I always hope. Hope, that they'll one day take me away from this place and bring me somewhere peaceful. I know you probably think I'm weird, useless, or selfish but, I can't help it. I'm sorry, I had to get this out, I don't want to dump my problems on others. I would rather carry the world on my shoulders than dump it on everybody, I just don't want everything to feel as heavy.