Starshineee62

Happy one year journey to "Written In Ashes" 
          	I can't believe how far we've come since I started this idea. It feels like yesterday when I started writing a random idea I got while showering at 1 am at night with absolutely no idea how I was even gonna continue it.
          	
          	Thanks to everyone, who has been with me and the book throughout this journey. I'll try my best not to disappoint you all and make this journey memorable and wonderful for all of us.
          	
          	I'm very grateful to everyone who's here ♥️

mainlygotdejavu

Very proud of you💗
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HarshiHoly

Look how far you made!! <33 
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bearbunns

@Starshineee62 congrats ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥
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Starshineee62

Happy one year journey to "Written In Ashes" 
          I can't believe how far we've come since I started this idea. It feels like yesterday when I started writing a random idea I got while showering at 1 am at night with absolutely no idea how I was even gonna continue it.
          
          Thanks to everyone, who has been with me and the book throughout this journey. I'll try my best not to disappoint you all and make this journey memorable and wonderful for all of us.
          
          I'm very grateful to everyone who's here ♥️

mainlygotdejavu

Very proud of you💗
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HarshiHoly

Look how far you made!! <33 
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bearbunns

@Starshineee62 congrats ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥
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Starshineee62

Isn't human life such a strange thing?
          
          You can be 10, innocent, without any responsibilities—completely clueless—sitting in your 37-year-old father's lap, looking at him like he's the strongest person in the world, the man who can solve everything.
          
          And at the very next moment, you can be 43, burdened by the weight of the world, with kids and a family of your own, sitting in front of your 80-year-old father as the ugly phase of old age washes over him. You see him cough so hard, cry out from nausea, become unable to speak as all the medicines fail him—while you just watch him, completely and utterly helpless, wishing you could take away his pain just like he did with yours when you were a kid.
          
          But you can't.
          

being_mysterious4

@Starshineee62 When I read the line about your father crying for the first time it brought tears to my eyes in an instant because I remembered my own father at the time of my grandmother. 
            
            She was taking her last breathe on ventilator and we decided it was time to take her home now .
            
            I, myself just like you was never close to her, I was just nine . But then I heard my father's voice crack for the first time when he said " mujhse nhi khaya jaega bhabi " to my badi mama who was offering food to my papa and bade papa cause they haven't had anything since night and had to go to a 4 hour journey to my hometown.
            
            It was so shocking and emotional for my 9 year old self  to look at my father who couldn't eat and speak because he was trying not to cry .
            He was going to be in the ambulance with her which was taking her back to our village.  We were in another car .
            
            I still think about how he must be feeling knowing this was going to be his last moments with the person he loves the most . How any moment the little life left in her is going to fade away in front of him and he can't to anything about it .
            
            I never saw him crying again after reaching at home 
            
            But that one moment still stays with me , it always will. 
            
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Meennu123

@Starshineee62 its the scariest thing thinking about a person you have wth u will left soon no one the describe its feeling and person feel so scared helpless you just want to take all his/ her pain   
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_Seraphim_void_

@Starshineee62 Would think of it as another random thought but not that unaware 
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Starshineee62

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Sometimes I go back to my previous chapters to read, and whenever I come across all of the heartwarming comments I feel soo fucking grateful and happy ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          My readersss aree soo sweet, funny and adorable, I feel so much joy whenever I see any comments like idk how to explain the feeling but I'm soo grateful and overwhelmed at times I have to take a deep breath to tell myself it's real, I mean I just find my community so precious ❤️

Starshineee62

@urhope7 i appreciate you a lott ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ❤️ 
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Starshineee62

@being_mysterious4 you did whatever you could and that's honestly veryy impressive!! I'm proud of you, I couldn't go too, as I'm a minor and I planned to run away without telling anyone but it didn't work, but I wrote e-mail and all, did whatever I can!! 
          
          I'm veryy happy that everyone all over the country came together for this.

being_mysterious4

Yk I wrote a whole ass para abt the protest and how I am proud to see you talking about it on this platform you have and more abt it now I am looking at the messages nothing like where did it go

being_mysterious4

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@being_mysterious4 yeah wattpad seriously needs to get its shit together 
            Well I wrote about how I couldn't join because of my fuckass uni postponing exam to exactly protest days but I donated money to that sikh ngo yk that was very helpful there 
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Starshineee62

@being_mysterious4 Wattpad is veryyy "shixtyy" these days and it's deleting messages/comments from stories and conversation boards or just not letting them be sent in the first place. This has been happening a lot to me too, as well as to some readers on my book who have said that they're unable to comment on the chapters too. 
            
            So i think that might be the reason, but I'm glad that our thoughts match and you're also speaking up about it. 
            
            I appreciate that you took your precious time and wrote a paragraph although I never got it ❤️
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Starshineee62

Hello everyone.
          
          This might seem very out of the blue for me to post, and this is probably not the right place for it either, but this is the only major platform I have, and I'm not going to stay quiet.
          
          If you're Indian, you probably know that the situation in our country is tense right now. The hunger strike, the peaceful protests, the oppression—it's impossible to ignore.
          
          For some context: after repeated exam leaks and mismanagement, many students lost their lives, and people are demanding accountability and resignation of the education minister. They're demanding answers. They're demanding that those responsible stop escaping consequences.
          
          And I want to speak up about that.
          
          First of all, I'm incredibly proud of everyone who is attending the protests and is standing against this corrupt system—fighting for education, for the youth, for all of us. It honestly hurts that, as a minor, I couldn't attend today, I tried to convince my parents to take me there but they denied and at a point I planned about running away from home, but i eventually scraped the idea as it would've been too dangerous. 
          
          But I wrote emails, I posted about it, and you should too. Your voice matters. If you can't be there physically, speak online. Post stories. Share information. Do anything you can, because silence helps no one.
          
          

HarshiHoly

@Starshineee62 im very proud of the people protesting online even if they couldn't go and protest there directly 
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bearbunns

@Starshineee62 yahhh... That's a horrible situation..
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Starshineee62

@Starshineee62 I'm deeply disappointed looking at the people around me—celebrities, influencers, artists, cricketers, online teachers, everyone. Almost all of them are silent. Let's remember that many of them earn their popularity, their relevance, and often their income from the youth, yet when it comes to standing with the public, suddenly they don't want to be "associated with politics." 
            
            I was even more disturbed seeing people post cheerfully about football and their normal lives while their own country is going through so much. I've decided to unfollow everyone who stayed silent through this, including major Indian BTS ARMY accounts. They had platforms. They could have raised their voices. They chose not to.
            
            What hurts me the most is seeing peaceful protesters being treated this way for asking for accountability. 
            They forcefully dragged the honourable scientist Mr. Sonam wangchuk, who's been on a hunger strike for 20+ days to the hospital two days ago in order to force him to break it, reports of restrictions on gatherings—they declared gatherings of people as illegal, force being used against protesters, communication issues, jamming the internet, aiming guns in front of the parliament and violence against people who only wanted to raise their voices peacefully are terrifying to watch. 
            Every time I see another clip, I'm brought to tears.
            
            All of this because people want accountability.
            
            All of this because people are asking a democratic government to actually practice democracy.
            
            I'm hoping for the best for the people of my country. And if you're Indian, please don't turn your back on this. Please stand on the side of humanity, accountability, and justice. Speak up in whatever way you can.
            
            I know this was out of the blue. I'm just a small author on Wattpad.
            
            But I couldn't stay quiet.
            
            Not today.
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