You ever walk past somewhere that held a memory that you hold so close to your heart it makes you breakdown crying in the street and all your friends can do is say "it's gonna be okay" when you know damn well everything just seems to get worse. I tried to have a good day but clearly I can't without finding out some shit I was better off not knowing or seeing someone that gives me anxiety. I have never held
so many different feelings for one person. What the fuck is life anymore and how does is change so fast. I don't even know if it's safe to leave my house anymore.