Stawberrieee

When will you come back author nim?

Hey cupcakes ❤️
          First of all...I have backups of all my stories so don't worry❤️
          The only thing I'm really worried about is losing you guys :( Because I've genuinely been blessed with the best readers out there❤️
          And as many of you suggested...I'm not deleting my books from Wattpad for now. A few of you told me that Wattpad is only banning books that consist primarily of smut and explicit content, rather than stories where smut is simply a part of the plot.
          
          So I'll slowly start posting my stories on AO3 as well and I'll add the link to my profile❤️
          In the meantime...if Wattpad ever decides to remove my books, you guys will still have my Instagram... :)
          Another thing I'm a little concerned about is that one of my friends told me it's very easy for people to copy someone's work on AO3. So now I'm not sure what to think ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          I'm so dumb...I have millions of questions 
          Please bear with me while I figure all of this out (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)❤️

Please can somebody clarify , I think wattpad is only removing fully smut books but not books with smut and plots? I mean if the book has a good storyline with some smut i don't think that book will be deleted ???

Hey cupcakes... :) ❤️
          I hope you all are doing well❤️
          Wattpad is apparently banning smut and honestly I don't know what to do... :(
          
          Should I delete my stories and move them to AO3?
          I'm really confused and could use some guidance from you all (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)
          
          Do you think I should unpublish my stories before Wattpad removes them?
          
          Please guide me cupcakes... I really don't want to lose my stories 

Hi Bestie, I know you might be in toughest time of your life right now but I hope you know that there are people who are praying for you and your mom to get better. We are here for you. You have friends here. You are strong and I know you’ll find yourself again. You’ll be happy again. Just hang in there  love lots! 

Hello dear author..(⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)
          Your new reader here(and from now on permanent too)..tbh I was literally hunting for some good books to read for like whole week or something and then I somehow luckily stumbled upon yours. Honestly it's the best thing that happened to me in so long..I've completed LOU and almost finished SOC too.. I'm so happy bcuz ur stories are soo soo beautiful I just can't explain it in a few words yk.. I just read the msg u posted about everything you are going through and wanted to send you lots of love hugs..take ur time and take care of yourself don't stress about updating the books rn(and of course we're waiting for update) 
          We Love youuuuuuuu(⁠✿⁠ ⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠)

Hi sweetie 
          Saw your message right now and i just wanted to tell you that don't worry about anything else right now your first priority should be aunty and yourself take care of yourself as well as her eat on time get plenty of sleep rest everything can wait we can wait till you are back but first take care of yourself physically, mentally, and mostly emotional because it is a very tough time for you 
          As for me nothing in special is going just i am  very busy with hospital and ward duty and rest everything is going on pretty smoothly 
          I miss you a lot sweetie 
          Take care of yourself and aunty 
          Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Just saw your messages and I hope your mother finds her way back to her self again and you too darling you don’t know how much blessings you have collected by devoting yourself to your mother your heaven? Do you beautiful? Allah Almighty is going to shower you with endless love and good things you’ll be back I on that because oh how beautifully and tenderly selflessly you loved acted for your mother and I think it’s the mosttttt mostttttt sacred thinggg! So yeah you little baby no need to worried about books we know you’ll update and you haven’t abandoned them cuz how could you? Ik how much you value your cupcakes darling!!! Stay strong and heal Abby it’s your time nowww spend it on yourself books can always wait and remember you’re answerable to none but him right? And you already earned so so sooo much blessings of your mother so it’s a win win twinnnnn(lmao I spoke much) anyway genuinely missed youyyy:(♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ 

Awww 
          The messages are so sweet

Hey cupcakes ❤️How are y'all? I hope everyone's doing good... :) Please if you want to... tell me how your lives are going. I'd genuinely love to hear about you all ❤️
          As for me... I don't even know where to begin...
          When my mom started getting a little better (she's still recovering) I genuinely thought I'd be able to come back to my normal life. I thought it would be easy... But as my mind is slowly coming out of that constant alert mode & as I'm not just living in survival mode anymore... I'm realizing that it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be....
          (I'm still in survival mode at night though....I'm barely sleeping these days....)
          
          Accepting everything that happened to my mother....everything I never thought would happen is really really hard....Watching this new version of her, knowing that she doesn't remember most of her life is heartbreaking. Accepting this more distant version of her... I still don't know how to do that....
          For the world, everything looks normal. My mom is alive, she's breathing & she's getting better but only I know how much her personality has changed...
          The doctor had already told me that she might never be exactly how she used to be but knowing something & actually accepting it are two completely different things.... 
          & somewhere during these last few months while I was completely focused on my mother & trying to keep everything together, I lost myself too...
          Now I'm trying to find my way back to the person I used to be.
          I'm genuinely trying... but it's taking time.
          I'm really sorry. I sincerely apologize to all of you for not being able to update for so long....& even now I can't promise when I'll be able to give you an update. I'm sorry for that. :(
          
          
          (Please read the first comment :)
          The post was a little long so I continued it there❤️)