I just had the biggest fight with my sister—like full on fights throwing stuff and shouting, yeah ik a lot and idk I usually used to cry, but now... nothing, just thoughts, nothing else, maybe because I've held on soo much I couldn't take it anymore, but anyway. I needed to let it out to someone and I don't think I can trust my friends. And I don't think tht many people will read this so yeah, I'm so pissed.