Stea-Man19

I swear to god I have 70 drafts with three chapters, why can't I finish ANYTHING

Stea-Man19

... So, no one's reading my story. And I'm pretty low on time and energy so... Yeah. I'm going to waste my time working on something no one likes. If the most recent chapter gets... 6 views, I'll update. But I doubt it will because... no one is enjoying it, anyway.
          
          Stay safe, stay healthy, stay happy,
               -Gwen

Stea-Man19

Hey. Next chapter is up. Sorry-AGAIN-for how long it took. Updates will be once or twice a month. I apologize times, like, four billion. 
          
          Thank you for the people who keep reading my story even though the updates are ridiculously slow. 
          
          And 200 views! YAY! 
          
          With love,
             -Gwen

Stea-Man19

Finally the next chapter is up. I am so so so so so so so so sorry that it took as long as it did. My family and I have been going through a lot recently and it's just been really hard. Words cannot begin to explain how sorry I am, though.
          
          I promise I am trying harder now. I will obviously have more time since I'm going into lock down again.
          
          Stay safe, everyone.
             -Gwen

Stea-Man19

HI. So I heard that school will not be starting again in two weeks. I don't know how I survived the last lock down, but there's a very good chance I won't make it through this one. So I just thought I'd let you know that I am having a lot of trouble with... well, life, at the moment. I'm trying but I'm not even a teenager yet. It's been four days and I already feel like I'm breaking.
          
          Anyways, stay safe! Happy holidays, everyone!
             -Gwen

Stea-Man19

Hi. Yesterday was my last day of school before Winter Break. I just thought that because I have more time now I'd explain a few things. Basically I have depression and struggle with self harm. I have social anxiety and I have some major stress issues. These are all mental health problems but they affect me physically more than people know. 
          
          No matter how much I sleep, I'm always tired. I get really bad head aches and my mood swings are out of control. Sometimes I have good days-good weeks, even- but not often. 
          
          I sincerely apologize for not updating. I really am trying, but I struggle. I can't focus because I'm so stressed. I will try to get at least  2 updates in before school starts again but I can't promise anything. I'm sorry.
          
          Stay safe, happy holidays.
            -Gwen