I am not suicidal!! This is just how I purge.
While there are a few poems in here about undying love and all that jazz the vast majority of them are about hate, anger, pain, wanting to die and revenge. I am not planning on killing myself or anyone else. 
Even in my darkest moments I hear the voice of someone dear telling me, "Never give up, keep fighting, live for someone else, something greater".  When I feel hopeless, lonely and unloved it helps to think of just one person who would be devastated if I did myself in and focus on them. If you are reading this and you know how I feel I hope that it helps to at least know that you are not alone. Never give up. Keep fighting. Get your thoughts down on paper, or online as the case may be, in that moment even if the only one who ever reads it is you. It helps a great deal. 
Now, if you are reading this and you are one of the people who caused me such sadness, I just want to say, Thank You. Yes, THANK YOU! You have given me a wealth of dark feelings to draw from and write about.