Stef Arellano

2 Year Update:
          
          First, Wtf was I on when writing these message boards?! I sounded like a hyperactive 10 year old… 
          
          Second of all, I guess I should just get straight to the point on how I feel and the update I wanted to give:
          
          I was 16 when I made this account and wrote my first fanfic. It was in the beginning of the pandemic, I was a Junior in high school, at that time I was hella depressed and was hella immature. At that time, I was in a toxic and emotionally unstable relationship with some guy (which later on I found out he was a groomer…), I was in my worst as I was looking and feeling gross, and was basically living a lie that I wasn’t depressed. I would do anything to distract my mental health rather than do something about it or even at least talk about it. I was struggling with grades and had lost many old friends. I had various moments in which I had almost taken my life.
          
          Now, I’m 20 years old (21 next year which I’m both scared and exited), I’m in college majoring in Psychology, I have a full time job now, I have a new boyfriend (now my fiancé), and have met new people who later on became my friends who I now trust with! Im struggling with mental health but not as much I was suffering 2 years ago. I’m glad that life has been improving little by little, and yeah… just felt right to update how I felt :D
          
          And no, this does not mean I’ll return to writing or make a new cringy fanfic but rather I felt it was right to update this page with something. 
          
          
          With Love, StefTheNightmare

Life update:
          
          *sigh* Ik I said I left Wattpad for good but just wanted to say to give a random life update,
          
          
          I’m currently majoring in Digital Animation, still deciding what minor I want, I’m still currently working a part time job while earning 18 an hour with awesome and supportive co-workers and a supportive material gworl boss. I left the Satanic Temple for good due to it becoming hella liberal and too political for me (I still support the religious rights of abortion and that stuff tho)
          and decided to become a Independent Spiritual Satanist (Thiestic Satanist) and I’m also practicing some Brujería (it’s Mexican Witchcraft) and might start doing Santa Muerte. 
          
          I’m finally accepting myself and reconnecting with my roots and with Chicanismo. Started building a nice friendship with my crush. And another thing, I no longer go by my former name that many of y’all might have known. I now go by Stefan...
          
          
          Just wanted to drop here to let y’all know what’s going on, 
          
          
          Good luck...
          
          Stefan R.
          

Hey if your still writing and all i saw that you had edited today i wondered if you would want to colab with me if your still writing im a decent writer working on a book i just published just get back to me <3

Hey,
          
          
          I been on Wattpad for some time and haven’t updated my stories but I decided that writing isn’t for me at all... I decided to cancel my Stevencest fanfic since Im already moving with my life, I won’t delete them I’ll keep my stories since they are loved by many. I might or might not drop in to write a mini story or what not but right now I’m in College and have a full time job and I’m trying to move out soon from my toxic ass household, and I’m already on a position to finally be free and out of my house soon at last without my toxic parents control. So yeah, I’m sorry to have waited for so long but this felt right... I’ll just use Wattpad to read instead of writing stories....
          
          
          So yeah...
          
          
          This has been good while it lasted, but it’s how life is... we all move on...
          
          
          Thank you for reading my stories...
          
          
          Goodbye

Thanks to follow me..
          
          Sorry. I din't know english Hahahaha. But it's pretty cool you like my art¿ xd

I know it’s been a long ass time since I done an Life Update:
          
          
          I am about to graduate High School in a few days and I will start college in the fall! I already made more friends and I’m happy with it. I finally was able to get over my ex and move on with my life, I did lost some people and lost a friend to death but I’m slowly recovering...
          
          I’m planning to move out of my parents house and be able to live by lonesome and be able to not be overwhelmed or stressed by them. I’m happy that I finally can express my religious beliefs. I’m now a Pagan who will possibly convert to Satanism and I’m already a Member of The Satanic Temple! (Hail Baphomet)
          
          But sheesh, it’s been almost 7 months since I updated, damn... time goes quite fast

To all my followers, I'm sorry but I cant keep with this anymore. I can't complete the books I promised and with school, it's been hella hard for me. I have to deal with personal problems and mental health issues.
          
          I'm fucking irritated with myself, I hate myself and I cant handle it anymore. I want to end it all so badly and I felt that there is no point on living at all... My friends have gotten in personal drama and I'm here trying to comfort them and see if they can find peace within themselves and me. My partner is suicidal and I have to monitor him since I don't want him to end it all, and I wouldn't bare seeing him injured or traumatized. Honestly, my life has became utter shit for me. A parent that hates me, a traumatic past, getting molested at 12, and more... 
          
          If I don't make a update, it means I'm gone for good... (I'm sorry if I wasn't able to fill my stories for y'all...)

I really love your work . It would be great to keep working hard.

Lol, I found out that someone made a Gossip/Tea Spilling and they are literally calling people out LMAO

I know I make too many promises for concepts of Different Stories, but I have plans for a K-12 and Steven Universe Crossover, it will include some shipping in the story, a 50/50 mix of Steedee and Stevonnie/Connverse.
          
          I already have all my characters and their roles, I will take my time into finishing this story.
          
          Stay Tuned ;)