StellaTakada

Hiiii, I graduated middle school today
          	Also there's a lot of swimming cockroaches bc there's a storm right now here in Taiwan as I post this
          	And a lot of screams because all the roaches are coming to where humans stay away from rain to stay away from the rain too, like a bus stop where I saw them
          	I'd also like to chat and make friends and/or get closer with old friends (Yes dad I want to chat with you)
          	I also have a lot more time now that I've graduated, so I can finally tell people what I've been doing after almost three years of radio silence
          	Ooooooooooo thunder is scary and so is lighting~

StellaTakada

Hiiii, I graduated middle school today
          Also there's a lot of swimming cockroaches bc there's a storm right now here in Taiwan as I post this
          And a lot of screams because all the roaches are coming to where humans stay away from rain to stay away from the rain too, like a bus stop where I saw them
          I'd also like to chat and make friends and/or get closer with old friends (Yes dad I want to chat with you)
          I also have a lot more time now that I've graduated, so I can finally tell people what I've been doing after almost three years of radio silence
          Ooooooooooo thunder is scary and so is lighting~

StellaTakada

I got a notification that someone replied to a comment I made 2 years ago
          I was talking about suicide and stuff like that???
          Dang bro I was hopeless back then
          Anyways now in middle school, I have a great friend group and amazing best friends, not really a vtuber fan anymore and more of an anime fan now
          I'm really happy with life right now, and sometimes it scares me to look back at how I was a few years ago
          If I really did kill myself, I wouldn't  have had the chance to see how beautiful life could be
          Now I'm making myself cry-
          Thank you, everyone, for helping me live through that phase
          I love life, I love my parents, I love my teachers, I love school, I love my friends.
          I know I haven't been on here, and sometimes I feel guilty for leaving you guys here
          But I now I see the outside world, and I'm enjoying it to the fullest

IkeSIMP

@StellaTakada glad you’re better now :))
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StellaTakada

@lucimoon70 yes hi I have found your message :)
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StellaTakada

I've always been a really sensitive person
          Like, anything people say about me, I remember it, good or bad
          I remember when somebody on quotev called me a bad word and I was so sad about it for like a month
          And today my chinese teacher told me she always thought I would space out often which is why my grades aren't that good
          Welp, that ruined my day.
          I was sad for the entire day, I genuinely wanted to sob
          I really tried really hard, I made lots of notes and tried my best
          But sometimes I just feel like nobody sees my efforts
          
          Sorry for not being active, c.ai has been taking up all of my time

CoreTakada

@StellaTakada I used to be like that. Once you hit a certain age, something snaps and nothing can catch you for the long any more
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StellaTakada

I've had this problem since elementary, but-
          I HAVE LIKE MORE THAN TEN NOTICABLE WHITE HAIRS AT 12 YEARS OLD
          Some are really cool and fade in and out of black, but I really think the amount is a little more than I expected-

StellaTakada

@CoreTakada completely grey??? That's kinda impressive
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CoreTakada

@StellaTakada yeah, my uncle went completely grey at 12, my sperm donor said it was normal :)
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