ChasingMaVtuberDream

I got a notification that someone replied to a comment I made 2 years ago
          I was talking about suicide and stuff like that???
          Dang bro I was hopeless back then
          Anyways now in middle school, I have a great friend group and amazing best friends, not really a vtuber fan anymore and more of an anime fan now
          I'm really happy with life right now, and sometimes it scares me to look back at how I was a few years ago
          If I really did kill myself, I wouldn't  have had the chance to see how beautiful life could be
          Now I'm making myself cry-
          Thank you, everyone, for helping me live through that phase
          I love life, I love my parents, I love my teachers, I love school, I love my friends.
          I know I haven't been on here, and sometimes I feel guilty for leaving you guys here
          But I now I see the outside world, and I'm enjoying it to the fullest

happy new year!!!!!

I've always been a really sensitive person
          Like, anything people say about me, I remember it, good or bad
          I remember when somebody on quotev called me a bad word and I was so sad about it for like a month
          And today my chinese teacher told me she always thought I would space out often which is why my grades aren't that good
          Welp, that ruined my day.
          I was sad for the entire day, I genuinely wanted to sob
          I really tried really hard, I made lots of notes and tried my best
          But sometimes I just feel like nobody sees my efforts
          
          Sorry for not being active, c.ai has been taking up all of my time

Pimple on my armpit :(

NOOO HEX IS GRADUATING

I've had this problem since elementary, but-
          I HAVE LIKE MORE THAN TEN NOTICABLE WHITE HAIRS AT 12 YEARS OLD
          Some are really cool and fade in and out of black, but I really think the amount is a little more than I expected-

Nahhh that's crazy
          My mom, the other table's mother and daughter, and the lady that's eating by herself, are all using their phone while eating???
          How am I, the child who stays up until 3 am(and sometimes doesn't sleep at all) using their phone, the phone addicted 12-year-old, the only one focusing on their food?!

I've cried fifteen times in the span of 15 hours

IT'S THE ONIONS
          AND SAND
          AND DIRT
          WHY AM I CRYING SO HARD
          
          https://youtu.be/q3XyXwQN-E8?si=brUpId0kbimXAVgk

Little update on "In Another Life"
          
          I was straight up bawling once I saw "corpse"
          I knew Bokuto was going to die, but why did it hit so hard???
          Fucking hell
          I couldn't finish it until after I tried drying my tears for a few minutes
          I love it
          Even if you aren't a Haikyuu fan, you should still go read it.
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/5096105/chapters/11720165?show_comments=true&view_full_work=false#comment_802447465