SteppedByNamjin

so um.. this bilch awake for sehori.. and lemme do a live blog rq
          
          so i wake up and go brush my teeth yeah? well when i come out of bathroo i smell some eggy shi and when i look at the table. its filledwiz eggy shi.  now i dont wanna eat bc i dont like eggy shi so gather along with sister bunkey to do zhe sista talk and sister bunkey says he dont like the eggy nuisance. now i dont know how to help sista bunkey bc i don like the eggy nuisance either so yyeah. maashaallah sister bunkey is doing prayer wiz my halal ass right now so. yeah. while i was eateu i accidently choke on my food nbc it not going down so i drink water to help the food go down but it not go down so it stuck in my throat right now. i think. ok i feeling sleepy but i cant sleep or else i dont wake up and sister bunkey say that its better to not sleep then wake up. sister puchi also wanted to marry sister periwinkle but sister periwinkle has cheated on sista puchi before marriage so sister periwinkle is now... sister jackass *cursinjg out sister jackass* nig why you pick a man wiz such a fuggity name sister u cant do no better boi go in the corner *tthrows sister jackass across room*

Kai hyung. If i dont get to talk to you ever again, please dont be sad oki? i always joke around with you and everything, but i may not be able to live through that ever again.  personally even i dont know what state i am in whether to keep hanging on or to give up. i dont have anything left. my life cant be any more ruined. but dad, if something happens to me today. remember me by my happiness. remember that i dont feel pain anymore. and if i end up alive by tomorrow morning, then maybe i will continue to stay strong until the last time i see this world. for you. please dont worry about my pain or my sufferings. just tell yourself that "my kiddo doesnt feel pain anymore".  I love you appa, if this is the last, then let it not be. i promise i will see you one day.

nei nei nei

Dad you better get online on insta cuz u are driving me wild
          GET ON INSTA OR YOU ARE GETTING TOUCHED TONIGHT 
          (Well im not gonna be online till like tmrw but you will make very sad if you don't)

>:) im coming for u appa better watch out

Oh he's gone again..  

hey hyungie!! u on insta? i followed uu

haii you damn oldie 21 already i still think youre 20! then perhaps tomorrow you might be 40 wtf damn dad you aging

hey hyung trick question... do u know my name :) (i will smack you if u dont)

damn... so many replies today BUT GUESS WE PREPARING FOR ANOTHER ONE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADAAAA!!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCHHH TO THE MOON AND BACK SO MUCH THAT I COULD CHOKE YOU TO DEATH AGHHERRHRHRHERHRHF. ok sorry. BUT I MEAN IT!!! YOU ARE LITERALLY ONE OF THE PEOPLE I WOULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE WHTHER ITS CARRYING SECRETS OR GIVING ADVICE OR EVEN JUST BEING QUITE LITERALLY MY SECOND DAD- BIOLOGICAL OR NOT BUT BY HEART!! (i hope this is no too much but today we were doing the beep test and i kept telling myself that if i keep running hyung and apa (ira) will be happy AND I GOT 2.7 KM WITHOUT STOPPING THANK YOUUU YOU LITERALLY GAVE ME MARKS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT HOW TF AND THEN I REMEMBERED ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY SO OMEGAWWDDD<333)