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 Every time I felt your touch, an electric shock flew through my body. 
          
           I was as if you were purely electricity, lighting up my insides.
          
           As I soon found out, the electric feeling that came with your touch was just a disguise for the fire you were using to burn me to the ground. 
          
          -9:57 
          
          (As I said, unedited quotes)

I'm okay. The last couple of posts were unedited quotes from a book I am planning out. ;)

 I was used to it. The lonely feeling. Not the kind of lonely you'd like to imagine. The lonely that makes you feel nonexistent. It makes you feel lost, broken. And at the same time, you can't feel anything at all. 
          
           And when I met you, I got used to your company. Instead of being used to being lonely, I was used to you being my lifeline. You were the only thing keeping me sane. 
           
           Then you cut my lifeline. 
          
          -9:07

I wanted to pretend for just a moment. 
          
          Pretend my world isn't falling apart all around me. Pretend I wasn't losing my mind.
           
           I wanted to pretend that I wasn't falling for you. 
          
           I wanted to pretend you'd be there to catch me when I fell. 
          
           -9:04

You destroyed me. Every last bit. You tore down my walls until there was nothing left. You were all I had. 
          
          And after all the damage you'd done, you left, too. 
          
          And then I was truly nothing. 
          
          -9:01

Hey there! Thanks for following back!

I will update soon! The state tests are this week and for the past two days we were working on them... and the previous weeks we were studying for these tests. Just Wanted Love is being edited (the original third and fourth chapters weren't what I wanted them to be and progressed too quickly). All That And More is also being edited so that the story flows better than what it is now. 

I kind of love it when a book or show (any form of entertainment) changed my perspective on the world in a positive way. I just finished watching 13 Reasons Why and after I texted a friend just to see how he was doing, and I even apologized to someone for accidentally hurting their feelings. And to be honest, I feel a lot better. Being nice isn't so terrible I guess. 

Everyone says how you can't touch the stars but isn't it crazy how close they look from here?

Omgg girll ur bio is soo related to me too and I can't frickin breathe it is so real.. Apparently ur reason that u write is basically my reason too . and I just checked one of your stories and it is amazing asff like idk omfggg