Age: 18
Idealize: being calm, collective, caring, soft-spoken, loving, animal lover.
What I actually am: don't give a damn about anything 
Not moved by anything 
Walk-in and out of life with a smile
Animal hater( 'cause I get frightened by almost every pet, be that may a dog or a cat or something else)
Sucker for sad trauma
Like to keep my emotions bottled-up
Completely anti-social
Major trust issues 
but
When I trust, I trust too much
Always smiling so none of my loved ones would worry

Quote relevant to me:
" I'm the friend who everyone asks for advice. 
  I'm the friend who listens. 
  I'm the friend who has to go through 
  everything alone 
  because as soon as my 
  friends vent their feelings, 
                      I'm disposable "