@Steven_Universe69 oh man... that must have really punched you in the feelings... I had to put down my therapy dog a couple years ago, so I can somewhat understand the feeling, but not everyone experiences things the same. The one thing that I do know is that you'll recover, it'll take some time, but I know you'll find a way to move on eventually and let it help you turn into an even better human being! I wish you luck on your recovery journey, friend. You've come a long way and you have more ways to come, with your unfortunately passed on cat watching you from above as you keep going on. It's hard, but you'll make it. I believe in you, and so does all the other 626 people that follow you, I just know it