So...I am going through a bit of anxiety..
Bc of gender dysphoria and confusion..my parents think I have a book Addiction-
I've been ignoring my mental health bc.. it's hard for me to get help.. I tried but it didn't work- so I'm mentally unstable..and ppl think I'm sadistic bc I don't like happy and positive things except pride month.. but other than that.. I like sadness..angst.. negative things... I'm sorry.. apparently it's my fault I like negativity.. maybe I've grown up bc I've been bullied by mean ppl, friends with like two ppl who can be aggressive, I watch horror movies with murder or thriller novels, and history books, and bc I'm an introvert- plus.. I have ADHD..and Autism.. I can't control what I say or do sometimes.. and I forget a lot of things... I'm currently suffering from panic attacks without even being diagnosed with an anxiety or panic disorder except O.D.D and depression.. and my birthday is coming up in 28 days...and tbh i think my parents forgot about my disorders. And think I'm doing bad things willingly.. sometimes I do...but sometimes I don't...so yeahhhhhhh- I'm supposed to get therapy during my first year of highschool..
Hope you are all doing well:) and this was just a vent/rant.. yeahhhhhhh