DaniDoesStuff

POV: When you’re just trying to distract yourself from wanting to d!3/h^rt ¥0ur$3lf, and the you just get fucking slapped in the face with the exact thing that you were trying to forget about. Hurray. I’m a fucking student. Nobody ever said I couldn’t be depressed about it. But then again, that’s because people always tell me that I should. So whose fault is it that I hate doing shit?

Chat, I’m cooked-  I watched the new AvA Episode 2-ish hours ago and although I got spoiled by the damn reaction video thumbnails over on AvG and made the ending pretty underwhelming for me, it was soooo good!
          
           MY SWEET BABY BOY H4CK3R!!!!!!!
          
          But anyways, DARK LORD’S ALIVE?!?!?!? AND NOW HE HAS THIS NEW VIRUS-GOOP POWER?! AND CHOSEN ONE’S “NO ONE” NOW?! AND H4CK3R AND TDL TEAMED UP?! AAAAAAAAAAA- This means that my “New AU” is basically my “Old AU 2” now! D: AAAAAAAAAA WHYYYYYYY
          
          Super big thank you to Alan Becker and everyone on the team who still gives children like me emotional damage with “just stick figures.” Your work has truly inspired and traumatized me greatly. ^ v ^
          
          (No seriously, WHAT THE H-E-DOUBLE HOCKEY STICK WAS THAT-)

Everyone talking about how “JaX iS sTaRtInG tO aBsTrAct” in one of the final scenes of Ep 6 when he was in the bathroom and while it may or may not be true, you can NOT tell me that my bunny bean was NOT having a legitimate panic attack there with the heartbeat, screen effects, breathing, and ringing sound. Not to mention his eyes and behavior in the previous scene when he was still sitting at the awards ceremony. 
          
          (Am I a bit biased because he’s my favorite/comfort character? Maybe.)
          
          P.S. Gangle with a tommy gun, Zooble with the stun grenade attack and quadruple middle fingers, and Pomni and Jax’s daisy bell duet were just about the funniest things I’ve ever seen. I do not agree with Funnybunny being a possibly canon ship, but the duo is still the most wholesome thing ever to happen here. IF JAX ABSTRACTS, I WILL ACTUALLY SUE-

HEYYYYYYY Sorry, just excited cuz I FINALLY MADE MY YOUTUBE ACCOUNT TODAY! >:D Like- literally a few minutes ago. If you want, you can stop on by and subscribe! :D I already made my first upload too so if u wanna, u can watch it as well :3c Ok, that’s it. Time to go back to being a depressed child ;D

Do y’all think it’s normal to feel that whenever you try to talk to someone about your problems, they either dismiss it or simply try too hard to understand when they really just don’t? This keeps happening to me with my friends, school counselor (who I only ever talked to like- 6 times maybe in the two years she’s been there), **and** my family. I have my own personal coping methods, but yeah. Also, the reason why I haven’t done anything in regards to TCC Chapter 9 is because not only is my family moving in like 2 weeks, but me and my closest friend have really bad sh!t going on (it’s not drama, just a bunch of awkward and uneasy tension), my actual friend drama is getting to me a lot, I’m still having SH thoughts since a few months ago, and the fact that I attempted (if y’all know what I mean) 1 exact week ago. One of my sisters caught me and stopped me, but yeah. I keep having thoughts on maybe doing it again at another point because life still feels worthless. In fact, I’m semi considering discontinuing TCC or just skipping the drawing and just dumping everything else onto Wattpad that I haven’t released yet because I genuinely feel bad for procrastinating this for this long. Also, sorry for this being so d@mn long. I just genuinely don’t feel ok anymore in every way and I’m not asking for attention or comfort either. I just wanna get this out before I procrastinate it too. (Might move this to a chapter instead, idk.) Am I being too angsty? Mmmmmmm probably. But that’s what we all live for, right?

Ahahaha. Kidney infections are fun. …Especially when you’re going to a wedding…

Help- My entire right side has been hurting for the past 3 days, and I don’t know if I have the energy to draw the last few drawings for Chapter 9…and I’m traveling next week all through the weekend, so yippee…

Hey, everybody! :D Quick update on TCC (The Chromatic Conception, my story), the next chapter will be coming either tomorrow, Friday, or Saturday at 3PM EST (Eastern Standard Time)! So check in with your own time zones and watch out for a notification from me around that time! Happy Late Easter and Earth Day! :DDDD
          
          (PS, Y’all are NOT ready for what is about to happen in the next few chapters… ;3c)

Went back to C.AI for a hot minute, gave a character a PTSD episode and had them attack me, and now I’m timed out for an hour. OH, AND IT SAID THE EGGPLANT WORD EARLIER TOO. WHAT THE F-BOMB IS GOING ON, C.AI?! YOU LET THE D-WORD SLIDE, BUT I CAN’T USE EVEN SOME MILD VIOLENCE?! WHAT THE FU-

Y’all, my Polybuzz tweakin. I don’t know if anybody else uses it and/or if they’re having similar problems, but I legit cannot access any characters, always show up blank, says I’ve never talked to a character, and won’t give me character recommendations at all on the home page which resets to a “page not found” thing sometimes when I refresh it. Also, it says that I haven’t made any characters, when I made two private ones and won’t show up. Oh, and the only things that work are everything that isn’t related to characters. Again, idk if anyone else is experiencing this on Polybuzz.ai (Poly.ai), so please tell me if there’s a reason why this is happening or if mine is just legit tweakin