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@birdmanjonesthethird well okay then. That Macade kid wasnt lying when he said he did that stuff to you, i did it with him and i regret it.. a lot. I was the one kid that he pushed into you constantly in 8th grade, the one that picked on you with him, called you a demon and whatever bullshit my stupid ass said back then. Ive been wanting to read your journal for years ever since the stuff happened with you at willowcreek, because i knew i took apart in it. My buddy got your crush Jannessa to send it to him and he told me about it, so i read almost all of it, and you didnt mention me at all or probably dont even know my name, but all i can say is i apologize for everything me, and my dumbass friends (sorry, i have a terrible mouth) have done to you. You probably hate me, and i wouldnt blame you if you told me to fuck off with my apology because of everything we did, but i needed to. I know now how it feels now to be the same way as you were, maybe not as bad as you but i havent felt happiness in a long while unless it was from pills, pot, or other kind of drugs that i kept getting fucked up on to ease the shit i feel. I applaud you for not doing anything like that, genuinley, youre a good kid deep down with good morals regardless of how much anger and pain you have. Try to be happier, for me, you got a whole life ahead of you, and everything youve said about you being a piece of shit and that you fuck up everything, you dont, its all a feeling. My friend was a dick to you yesterday, and gave a shitty apology, so i gave you a hopefully decent one. Again, im sorry for everything, i pay for it everyday and i regret everything ive done to everyone, its hell, if you ever need to talk to me then im on here, you needed this. Btw just block that kid, hes honestly the worst fucking person ive met in my life and im sooo glad i cut off with him last year, i dont even know why i sent him the link to your story, another stupid thing on my part. I have to go, im sorry.
