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i know i haven’t updated a lot and ya know i’m really fucking glad i haven’t. the following events that have happened are so disgusting and i’m disappointed and heartbroken. benjis tweet left me disconnected and like i believed a lie of a fucking relationship for the past year.
they are disgusting people and should never have a platform again. i’m so sorry for all the other people who looked up to them as well and i’m just as speechless as you. i’m trying to think of what to say but i literally cannot think.
the fact that benji admitted to it and jorge LEFT HIM IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER HE TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF is so beyond me. this is so fucking terrible and i’m incredibly disappointed like i said. from benjis words he said jorge pressured him into it and benji did it to make jorge happy, and if that’s true what the actual fuck. and if you are sticking up for these sick people you’re just as bad as them. their actions cannot be justified and i’m so angry and sad right now.
they need to get help like seriously. and jorge is getting babied on twitter what the fuck. this mans sick SICK. i will be deleting ALL my benjey books. i’m so annoyed holy shit.
to anyone who has experienced something like this where an adult tried to coax you into doing something inappropriate and you were triggered by the following actions these disgusting people did, i’m so sorry. i’m so fucking sorry this is some disturbing shit and again if you’re trying to justify it FUCK YOU.
maybe i’ll make stories where i make my own characters sometime in the near future because i would like to continue writing because i do enjoy it. so if you guys would like to continue following me and read books i may put out in the near future that would be cool. i’m so sorry that this fandom has literally been torn apart.
i love you all and if this is truly affecting you my dms are open if you need to talk, i’ll listen !
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