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          What?? I cannot even

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I got straight 9’s …
          :D

HAPPY PRIDE! :D
          
          (I kept forgetting ;~;)

Nico in the books: Nico bowed, ‘Hello again, my Lady.’
          
          Nico in fanfictions: ‘Are you going to get on with it?’ ‘No’ ‘I hate -blank-‘
          
          I don’t get it XD.

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           #FallenAngels

I hate my school.
          
          Apparently, cutting isn't the only form of self-harm. So yeah, I broke the pact again... But yeah, this feels justified. First, I woke up to being told that the kid who constantly makes fun of me has some 'good points' about why I couldn't check if I was answering the questions right (because the question word was weird). They had the audacity to talk about my mental health. Then someone basically waterboarded me with a tap. Then another group basically yelled bs at me all the way down the school. I had an exam that ran until 15 minutes after school. Normally, I walk out with friends. But they had to go home before then and of course I bumped into yet another group of people. I'd literally never met these girls before but they're YOUNGER than me and insulted me and then got me to thank them and then laughed at me. It was hellish. 
          
          At least the exam went great? And I'm getting out of that hellhole soon but I'm going to go insane.

Turns out that making exams into a 6 week ordeal is not good for mental health.
          
          Everybody with anxiety had panic attacks. It was awful. A girl got diagnosed with anxiety after having a panic attack and thinking that she was dying. 
          
          And my girlfriend’s nightmares have been exacerbated. But this is England and here’s an example of a British joke “Last night I dreamt about my dad being a dick. But Mr K being a dick ... way worse.” But she didn’t even tell me she was having nightmares about her dad again. 
          
          And it turns out, the more you stress out the bully, the worse the bullying gets. So that’s *great*. They’re probably not going to get high enough marks. You have to get A’s in subjects you want to do for A-level and overall 5 or more B’s. So as much as I don’t appreciate them calling me stupid sh*t, I feel bad for them because they’re not gonna get into college.

Really, really trying not to self-harm again today. 
          
          I want to so badly but one of my teachers wants to check my arms tomorrow to check that I’m not still doing it and I already have a load of fresh ones. 
          
          Yesterday was bad enough. I cried for like an hour and I promised the teacher that I’d talk to someone if I had the urge. He is seriously overestimating my family; and I can’t imagine going to my friends who all think I’m this little ray of sunshine and going ‘yeah, I can’t go twenty seconds without wanting to cut open my arms.’