Ok so you probably noticed I have been gone for A LONG LONG time now and I have a reason for that... A very bad reason... You see... I was in a car crash a while ago and my mom was in it with me... She wasn't drunk or texting or doing anything bad just something happened unexpectedly... My mom had a stroke or a heart attack (still don't know til this day) and I panicked and tried to move her leg off the gas but we were getting to close to the water... So i turned left and saved my sister's life and I (as people said i did) but my mom... She was gone... Not sure if she was gone before or after the crash but it was living a nightmare at that time... And it was all real... And it happened all so fast... I am not turning to the suicidal side because everyone has been there for me, making me a little happier, and supporting me, and i know my mom would hate it if i joined her because she left... So I am staying strong for her and everyone... At least doing my best... I just broke four bones in the crash and my sister broke only one... My gods though... Even though things will get better, nothing will be the same... Nothing will replace the best mother in the entire world... No one shall replace her...