StorysWithTess

Ok so I give all this advice about not saying bad things. About yourself but right now I am in this lonely place called insecurity station see I m supposed to only b her here for a bit but my heart is telling me otherwise and guessing making its own decisions I feel like I don't even have a part in what my body wants or what the needs are so im in this other thing puberty it uncomfortable but yet makes me a women another thing I'm scared off is growing up having to pay bills find a house find love and for me that has been hard these past few years I have gotten fat ugly mean a bitch and so far that has. Gotten me nowhere I have made some bad decisions about friends but who's to say that doesn't work out in the end see I have this friend rylee my mom doesn't like him but I love him ❤️ my mom doesn't see true friend sh here with us me and rylee the so called drama queen of seventh gradeLl tho I love him he stands to show his emotions see I do the same thing but sometimes at least try to hind the. Me and rylee have this weird thing going on where one minute we are like tooties and roll but others we are salt and sugar not a great mix but moving on I have lost a few friends this year  I'll name a few for Ya ZOE moriah Bionca cassidy and I'm feeling partly rylee me and rylee we are all we got to face being the top dogs of junior high